El Nino Nadhir .

renee, orchard. ANYTHING

2010-03-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

heyy peeeps. sorry for not posting. i have a life. okay. this past few weeks have been full of us and downs i guess. one day after my last post , my granny peacefully passed away. i was sad , yes. but i was not shocked. dint go to sch for 3 days. haizz. skip everything. the rest of the days went alright. yestd went out with wan , syila and renee ! was fun and of course tiring. imagine the wonders of what human beings could do if we dint have this ' tired ' feeling most of the time. haha. went orchard. the girls bought lotsa stuff while me and wan went on our own shopping. lol. after all that , syila`s parents fetched us. in the car was fun man , we all had to squeeze in to 3 seats -.- ! but was alright. dropeed renee off. followed by me then wan. haha. came hme ard 2 ? i dnt knw. lol. kbye !

RENEE KEE BETTER BRING MY IPOD TOMORROW OR ELSE !

ahhh. hi ?

2010-02-21T02:06:00.008+08:00

Heyy peeps. omg. so many things happened since the last time i posted. hmm. whr shld i start. ouh yeah , CNY ! on friday ntg much happened. saturday went clarke quay ard 9 pm. came hme the next day at 12 pm -.- was fucked up. nahh , will not elaborate here. then came back at 12 right , nvr even sleep must go out again. got bdae party at abg babai`s hse. after that got this family gathering at changi. bbq and all. and i came home the next day. which was on monday. came home and slept. wow, my bed never felt that nice before. woke up ard 7pm and got ready to go out with my whole family, again.

Watched 'My Name is Khan'. was bloody good sia the show. finally , the first fucking bollywood film with no songs. at some parts it was abit exaggerated, but still, one of the top 10 best movie ive seen in my whole entire life ! after that, the next day, which was a tuesday , i stayed at home like a good boy and prepared for sch. then wednesday went by in a flash and so did thursday... i went out with suhani , i think. cant remember when, but we went out. other than all the above, ntg much happened.

anw , im feeling abit down. YOU shld know why. but im used to this feeling. i know it will go away it a few hours. and hey , it was called 'infatuation' not fucking 'love'. adios ~

with love ;

2010-02-10T23:09:00.001+08:00

Who would have thought that you were once just a

stranger who used to pass me by without even saying hi,

when now you’re someone with whom I share the best times of my life?

hey people

2010-02-06T01:40:00.004+08:00

Hellooooooooooo~ in a good mood now. okay, granny is back home. she seems alright. she laughed just now when my uncle made a joke. was nice to see her smile man. anws , today sch was alright. as usual i fell asleep during english and dint give a f**k abt mother tongue. haiyoo. after sch played soccer and met somebody ;D wanted to eat at banquet but she , for some reason dint wanna eat. so we sat at banquet , got a drink and just talked. it was cool. should do it more often hani ;D HAHAHAHA . byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

grandma !

2010-02-03T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps ! sorry for not updating mayn! haha. been a long time anw. blogging is getting so boring ready.

anws, just wanted to keep you guys updated. hmm. this past few months has been very painful for me and my whole family. my granny is in the hosp. well , shes been in there for a month alrdy and still , no improvement. haiy , she will most likely be leaving the hosp this comming friday. hope you get well nani. i wanna go to the beach with you again and take more pics. please we all love you , get well soon (:

fuck all the liars in the world

2009-11-24T01:07:00.002+08:00

do people really change or are we just

too blind to see who they really are?

at the pit

2009-11-22T02:09:00.003+08:00

Me , Previn , Aidil and Faten . Previn is the indian one . Aidil is the one with the printed t-shirt from m`sia . Faten is the only girl . AHA . Okay , bye (:

girls

2009-11-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing.

They just have to wait for the right boy to come along,

the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree .

I am the boy that will go all the way to the top of the tree okay :D

felicia 'fo' porter :D

2009-11-14T03:36:00.002+08:00

AHHHH . See the pics above people? thats Felicia 'Fo' Porter . she was a contestant on America`s Top Model (ATM) . WAS a contestant ): . nw, shes out . she was eliminated yknow ! )': hw could it be ? grr . i watch ATM bcs of her and nw shes out . bloody hell . now , what am i gonna do on every thursday night at 11 o`clock ? ): shes out and i dont have any reason to watch ATM anymore ): . haiz . shes damn hot laaaaaaa . shes preety . wait, wait . not preety . shes gorgeous ! haiyy . if only there were girls like her in singapore . confirm damn fun sia . but its unlikely . HAHAHA ! omg , after reading this post i find it soooooo gay sia . HAHAHAHA ! . but she`s hot okay and has an amazing personality . what to do )': nvm , i grow up , i marry her okay . just wait and see people ! HAHAHHAHA ! remember the name , Felicia 'Fo' Porter , A.K.A , Miss 'El Nino' Nadhir x]]

Cathay

2009-11-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE ! sorry for not posting lately . been busy with life . HAHA . okay . my life`s been good i guess . ntg wrong . lets seeeee . okay . the interview i went , fuck . they dint call back . bloody pepes . -.- ! and yeah , my cuz gave me the best bdae present ever ! im only saying one thing , AZZUCARI . wheeeeee ~ haha . yeah . okay .

enough about it . uhm yeah , today went to the cathay . watched two movies . Jennifer`s body and 2012 ! premium tickets oi ! haha . watched it with nash and some hot girls xD. no need to know who okay . jennifer`s body was okay laa . the lesbian part only nice . haha . 2012 , the first 10 mins was fucking boring . i thought i was watching a bollywood movie . haha . but after awhile , it turned out okay . met heera , mum fetched us . nash`s spending the night . okay done . Megan Fox is hot siaaa . i swear . and yeah , one mre thing . im speaking generally okay . dont give someone hope because hope always brings disappointment , fucker . bye :D

happy bdae to me !

2009-10-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! HAHA .

today was fun . it was my birthday . after sch went to slack . played soccer . came home . slept . waked up , mum got a bdae cake from johor for me . thx . got lots of money from relatives . HAHAHAHA ! sohail(cousin) came to my hse . then went out to grandma`s hse with him . cameback . now he`s beside me thinking what an idiot i am . okay . tomorrow i have a job interview . thx everybody for the wishes and presents . im just summarizing today . proper post tomorrow . until then , CRANK THAT CURRY SAUCE YA`LL !! XDDD

soccer . safra .

2009-10-21T01:35:00.004+08:00

The guy in white , he aint indian . he`s portuguese . HAHA . im jk . He`s my good friend . Nasvinder Virk Singh or Nash for short . haha . my hair`s too long so yea . should i cut it ? hmm . i think i should . okay . today was awesome . went to the gym with nash and pravin . then i took a taxi home to get some cash . nash`s father booked the five a side field at the tampines safra and asked nash to invite us to play there . haha . got some cash at home , quarelled with my mum -.- and took a taxi to safra . after warming up and strecthing , we started to play . jengjengjeng . at first , i was nervous and all . but then can laa . i scored 4 goals yknow :D .

HaHAA . me , marcus , nash , pravin and his bro one team V. OLD MEN . actually not very old uh . mayb they`re around their late 20s to early 40s . haha . but they played rough siaa . I managed to OLE! the goalkeeper . haha . but to me the best player was nash . wah , this fucker . dribble past everyone sia . pravin was alright too . not forgetting the old men , they were exceptional i tell you . like premier league players . wahh , lying laa :D . the downside of the day was that i sprained my knee . seriously . i shoot the ball too much i think . i cant even stand up straight . i couldnt carry on . but so what . the field was booked for 2 hours . 6-8 pm . i had the injury ard 7.45 . so i missed 15 mins . its alright . my team still won ! HAHA . i feel like going to the doctor about my knee . during training at geylang the last time , it was also the same . bloody hell ! the exact same spot . ligaments torn ? nahh . it would me much painful . mayb it has got something to do with my ligaments . i dont know .

But im alright and yea , to Natasha . i will pay you back whatever i owe you okay . you know , i know , public dont know :D

family day ,

2009-10-18T02:40:00.006+08:00

Heyy ! long time siaa , nvr post . kay , looks like ive started all my posts like that . irritating . hermm , my blog looks so dead . its soo R.I.P man . kay , im gonna tell you evrything about my life k . as you guys know , me and nat broke up ready . so yea . being single is great . but , i still think abt her . its okay . soon , the feeling will go away . after i broke up with her , everything changed . i suddenly studied hard for my EOY . and yea , exams were okay . im just worried about my chem and POA . the rest , im preety much confident . haha . my bronchitis is back so yea , my life is preety much screwed . i am quiting smoking !

Kayy well , today started off by following my Muni to run some errands before going to east coast park . we had this october babies party or some sort . yea , im an october baby so of course i get the attention also . it was fun . we cut the cake together . all october babies holding the knife for the cake and cut it together . hahaha . it was cool . then played soccer , as usual my competetiveness got in my way so i was scolding and cursing . ahh , should not have done it . and there was this irritating pakcik in a tent which was behind my opponent`s goal . haha . the ball hit his tent once and he said he will cut our legs off if it hit again . hahaha . funny old man . so old ready , die sua laa .

haha . then suddenly my bronchitis hit me like a ton of bricks ! i felt like i had a heart attack . so i just stayed there clutching my chest . just as i thought i was about to die , my lungs started functioning again . hahaha . then i was alright and cotinued playing . haha . thats about it , and yeah . Yasser , well , the eldest of all the three Yasser(s) has a fiancee , his future wife . she was introduced jus now . a new addition to the familia . welcome yea . aha . he`s a lucky dude man .

yea , amost forgot . yestd went out with pri sch frens . went out raya . might be too late but wad the heck . money is money . all the pics are in Sofia`s camera . she cant upload bcs there is something wrong with her laptop , so if you guys are wondering why she aint posting , its bcs her lappy`s down alright . haha . okay . and to you , sorry we aint friends anymore . you dint wanna wait . byebye NQ . haiy .

and yea , a few days ago , i was studying with my friends under a block ard somewhere laa . then i saw a cuzzin of mine . i was damn happy to have seen her . i told my friends thats my cuzzin and all . i was real happy . but the fucking thing was that when she walked past me , she dint even turn to look at me . not even to smile or wad . i was ... i dont know how to say it . confused ? maybe she dint see me . i mean , she WAS my favourite female cuzzin and all , but why dint she turn to even look at me ? and what would my friends all think ? argh . fine , i aint being childish or wad but im ignoring you all my life . trust me . i got 30 cuzzins man , losing one aint a prob . yea , you also wont mind . i know , ure embarrased of me . yea , just like and the other uncles and aunties . thats why i aint that close to my cuzzins , im scared if they change in a negative manner , i am to be blamed . maybe im close to a few cuzzins , heera`s fam , ibs and sohail . the rest , nahh . i am so stereostyped by the rest . when will they see that im changed ! grr , fuck it . it aint worth it . fine anak33 , here i come and im still wondering .. the love and care you used to show me .. whats all that fake ? maybe everyone is like that . just acting in front of me . yea . everyone is just acting .

eh HELLO !

2009-09-25T01:46:00.005+08:00

Hey faggs ! long time mayn since i last post , wow . like how many years ago sei x] haha . fake ! well , happy hari raya to all muslims yea . I felt i deserved eating food in broad day light after the fasting month bcs i fasted so well . like a pro . one month is nothing , common god , gime 2 months . HAHAHHA . bobal confident siaa . anws , i collected quite a huge sume of raya money .

whee ~ butbutbut , gonna use it for the EOY chalet . cant wait . okays .

Lets talk about life , my life uh , not anyone else`s life okay . Its been great , suprisingly ive been studying . ive been ton-ing ths past few days . HAHA . burning the midnight oil . In other words , ive been studying past my bedtime and into the morning . wow , unbelievable right ? heee . school`s been fun . i dont play around in sch anymore , i tend to focus more in class . i dont know why . haha . im not sitting at the back with achap and the rest no more . im actually concentrating on my work . easily said , ive changed . im not the old me , i think . i hope .

nvm , i will let people judge me .

HAHA . but i do make mistakes uh , like last saturday uh at tuition . supposed to be fasting but still can look2 at girls . wahh , the girls there ah , nbcb , make me wanna break fast siaa . HAHAHA . EOY starting on the 8th of october . ends a week later . cant wait for it to end. YEAY ! and the only reason im posting right now is because im studying online xD . shit uh . not learning anything . blarggh . dah people . lazy daa . till next tyme . adios amigos , mak kaw haus ! :D

And to you , haha . tk habes2 siaa . okay fine . i just wanna tell you bout him . about what his doing behind you`re back . urgghh . i dont know why . but i just wanna tell you everything about him . but you seem happier now and i dont wanna make you sad . nvm , i would rather you find out by yourself . and when you do find out , you will see me standing in front of you pointing my middle finger right in front of your bloody face, saying ' I TOLD YOU SO ! ' . open ure eyes girl . dont look AT him . look THROUGH him . if you understand yea ? tc xD

you`re his showgirl . idiotic fool . 21 july 09

2009-09-06T01:32:00.006+08:00

Hey ppl . today was okay . yesterday was fun . met someone at tamp inter before heading to tuition . haha . today , was even better .i was awoken by abg maman . he was on me . pfft . -.- . how the hell he come inside my house also i dont know . haha . and yeah . my dad hired some banglass to paint my hse bcs me and my bro too lazy to paint it ourselves . HAHAHAHA . so yea . had tuition . aloooooooooooot of things happened there . trust me when i say alot . dunt wanna go in detail laa . so yea . was at lavender till ard 9 . then went to my aunts place . nothing really happened . just took lots of photos and had a loooong chat with my uncle . haha . and yea , tomorrow mab going geylang . yeay ! chicks ! i mean , yeay ! baju raye ! HAHHAA . perangai nad sia . okay . wednesday mayb meeting liana . after that bringing her along to meet my classmates at arab street to see shah . xD . geddit ? haha .

then after that mayb going my aunts place . to celebrate my irritating cousin`s birthday ! HAHAHA . happy advanced birthday yea syaheera . aww, too bad ure b`dae is n the start of the N level exams . haha . which is on 7 sept . to syaheera , no matter how much i tease you , or how much we quarrel , you know i love you rite ? not THAT kindda love . the love i have for you is like ... an owner loving his god like that xDDD . HAHAHHA . no laa . im joking . i love you laa . like how any caring-loving-handsome(ehem) cousin would ! :D haha .so yea , abt the b`dae present ... i will give you the usual birthday present that i give evryone k . LOVE and CARE . remember , its the thoughts that counts :D hee .

haha . and yea . i wanna say something . i aint mentioning anyone in particular but you bloody faggot , you know who you are . eh , pls laa . im outta your life . i dont wish to be in it anymore . i dont love you anymore . suprisingly , mayb i never even did . read this : I NEVER LOVED YOU . yea . i dont bother about ure life . please eh . ure not worth it . dont ever think i got nothing better to do then to bother about your life laa . think i made that story up ? haha . you think im small kid uh ? F you laa . why the fuck do you think i wud wanna even think about you ? omg . ive moved on man . seriously . you got a new guy so its easy for you to move on . i aint att . but i still moved on . means one thing ! you never really made a mark in my life . you never really did anything significant to make me still think about you . haha . yea . thinking back , i was waaaaaaay better off not knowing you . omg , im seriously loving this feeling that ive been having for this past 2-3 mnths . . its called the ' single ' feeling . ever had that feeling ? nahh . dont think so . seriously uh . i got way more better things to do then to think boud you or you`re fucked up life . hahaahaa . so yea . go waste ure life laa . but pleasepleaseplease get one thing straight . well , mayb not one thing , but a few things k . i dont love you . i never did . it was ... wad you say ? infatuation ? haha . i dont care wad the hell you gonna do with your life . i wish you were non-existant . yea . i dont hate you , jus pissed off laa . whye the fuck wud you think i still wanna think boud you ? please , take ure head outta that fucking cloud up in the skies and come down back to earth . you aint worth it . girl like you , aint worth it . kbye !

wow , after reading back my post , is`nt it obvious who im talking about . damn , :D

Apple

2009-09-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

This is Liana . we`ve known each other since primay sch . my close fren . HAHA . i used to like her . but that was in primary sch . 3 years ago man . wow . now shes living in jurong and schooling there also . mayb next week im meeting her . after a long tyme . HAHA . gonna be so awkward but yea . mayb we`re catching a movie . yeay ! her nick`s apple . and she calls me her kacang -.- . lame rite ? i know . haah . but its some what cool in a way . kacang and apple sitting on a tree . . . xDDD so yea . that is LIANA !

gogogogagaga

2009-09-03T21:49:00.004+08:00

Hey ppl ! wassup ? today was awesome . i really mean awsome mayn ! after sch was supposed to go NUS . we had a tour there . we were supposed to assemble and go at 2 pm . we fin sch at 1.20 . after sch , me and lan walk2 . do wdv we do laa . then check2 , already 2.15 . by the time we headed back to sch , they had already left us . -.- . mr Nahar laa . dnt want to wait . then end up me and lan take taxi go there :D . hahaaha . we reached there , and thank god they havent started anything yet . we walked ard the library . it was damn big . then we went to this place where they opened stalls all that . like pasar malam like that . haha . and oh , did i mention the chicks ? ouuhhh . eye goggling mayn i tell you . kay . 5 years time im going there ! by hook or by crook . i will be there !

haha . then went to their arts museum . blablabla . went back to sch . reached sch ard 5 . then went EP with lan and afiq and then i went hme . reached hme and sleeeeep . wow , damn tired sey . awoke ard buke . then sleep back ! HAHA . my dad just came back from a business trip . he bought me C&K perfume ! yeay . da . wanna chao . bubye idiots !

today ~

2009-09-02T22:44:00.004+08:00

James Bond 007

Yoyo people ! today was great . at sch , she wanted to talk to me . she dreamt boud me .. haix . dreams do come true yea nat ? i hope so . but nahh . now ure att . dnt wanna disturb yea . im not sad . seriously . im happy to see you happy . like ive always said . aslkan u bahagia kayy :) . and oh yea . at sch kene smoke test . wth rite ? never smoke also kene . pffft . after sch went back tamp with SS , wan , syila and her mum . syila and her mum got down at afghan . me and the rest got down at JC there . went 392 .snortgirl (joking) and mataey and syabil at there ready . slack2 . we all try making fahrul`s girl laugh so that we can hear her snort . but to no avail . HAHA .she was tahan-ing it . pfffffffft . hahaha . then ferra came . after awhile , mad came . ard 4+ i went home . otw hme , saw mum and muni in her van .they were on their way to my aunts shop . blablabla. i followed . picked up another cuzzin of mine and ended up , me and that cuzzin of mine never go . we went to muni`s hse instead .

and mind you , i was still in uniform ! slacked there then ard 8 ++ went down with heera to meet faris and naqs . haha . long time since i last saw her yea . then saw qad , iman and wan mok . blabblabla . then while heera , faris , naqs and i were waiting for muni to fetch us , this old chinese guy come and want to make hs dogs eat me i think . bloody hell . damn pissed sia . wanted to punch his poor old looking face . but nahh . dint wanna make a big fuss outta it . besides , naqs and all were already pulling me away from that old beer-bellied fag .ahaha . i was over-reacting anws . should have reacted in another manner . haha . wdv . no regrets . then after a short while later , muni sent us hme . thx muni . uve been driving us around aloooot lately . thx yea . dnt worry . when reza finishes his NS and passes his driving licence , we bully him k . thats all !

SNORT !!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-01T01:35:00.004+08:00

Today was great . had a performance in sch about teachers day and all . she was dancing . cant keep my eyes from looking at her . haah . wdv . and after her performance i just kept looking at her . at one point she caught me looking and we just stared at each other . haha . i dint know wad to do so i just smiled . haha . it was an awkward moment . then afta sch , me , hafizh , aidil , vin and ferra went to ESPS . vin and ferra just menyebok only . HAHA . they were not from the same pri sch . it was funny la sey . fun . woooh .

then played soccer at ard 391 there .. then went to 392 . fahrul , his girl , syahir and SS were alrd there . haha . saw the 'changkat' boys playing takraw . and i made jokes laa . we all laughed like mad . haha . then suddenly , here comes the funny part , there was a loud ... *SNORT* !! HAHAHAHHAHA . rabak pe . it came from fahrul`s girl . wow . such loud snort from a small girl . it seems that she snorts everytime she laughs . haha . quite unique actually . cool . then tasha came and slacked there with her boifren . haha . he played takraw uh . it was awkward actually . herm . nehmind .

then awhile later SNORTgirl and boiifeyy left . ahha . the rest played takraw . syila and shikin came . cracked jokes about someone . haha . but i dnt know whye . i felt bad . grr . i succumb to my feelings so fast . after that went hme . reached hme ard 7 . then ard 10 + went out again to my aunts hse and now im back hme . kay . thats all peeps . and to you , yea , im suprisingly happy ure moving on now . dnt think boud me or our past . just act as though it never happened . haiz . done . kk peeps . tc yaw . HAPPY TEACHERS DAY !!

bitch

2009-08-30T07:46:00.002+08:00

I blogged bcz i just wanted to say this , get out of your life ehh ? idiot . ive been outta ure life for the past month now, have u seen ?! fucking idiot yknow this kindda people . wahh . damn terrible sia this kind of people all . u ask me to get out of ure life bcs u saw me at sch all that huh ? fuck u laa , we in the same sch . -.- . ure an idiot . seriously . im happy that uve got someone new , but im outta ure life mayn . its not my fault if u keep bumping into me or wad , singapore is small and we live less then 500 m apart . so yea . u got ure fucking head in the clouds la if u think i purposely walk by ure class to see ure face . haha . omg . no way would i bring myself that low . you maybe will laa . i wont . never . i just walk by ure class bcs my frens are there . and when i bump into you , its bloody accidental mayn . the place u slack and the place i slack is facing each other . god damn it . how the hell u expect us to not bump into each other ? -.-.-.- !!! and yeah , ure only gonna get ureself hurt again laa . bitch . idiot . fucktard ! fuck you, i was better off not knowing ya ! bloody waste of time girl ! bye la .

HAHAHA ! bitch !

2009-08-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hey yoyo . sorry for not posting lately . been busy . ntg much happened this week just that got my CT results back . got english . i was one of the highest in class ehh . HAHAHA . and yea , yesterday terserempak ismaaa . HAHAHA . slacked with her and her fren aishaa . HAHaaa . k random . today , me lan and the rest did our usual routine after sch . then took the train back with him and a few others to tamp . then alamak . got this one mat . step langgar orang plak . haha . then lan go dunno wad laa . go sat2 in front of the guy . the guy never do anything siaa . haha . he see lan sideburn he scared uh i think ! xDD . haha . then lan and afiq went to Bulat i think . i was left with aidil and hafizh . walked ard tamp mall . then afta awhile sat behind tamp mall there with them . poked fun at people . creating our own jokes . haha . good times . they`ve been close to me since primary sch mayn . its fun spending tyme with the people u care about . HAHA , gay rite ? i know . but fun laa .then hafizh went hme and so did me and aidil . we took 28 . wow , had a long and good heart to heart talk with him man . HAHA .

Aidil , wdv i told ya just now , its between me and you only olryte ? (: . k . then reached hme got changed and slept while before i left for tuition . then at the MRT station . I saw LIANA ! omg . my long lost friend i should say . haha . dint confront her or wad . just walked past her . haha . dint even think she saw me . hah . broke my fast at tuition . then otw hme dropped at tamp . terserempak with Amira Zaidi . u guys now whos she rite ? the pendek2 one ? xDDD . jk laa . jgn mara yerr . haha . went hme with her . reached hme abt close to 12 ? haha . now im on the comp like an idiot . HAHA . dont know whye , but im wondering wads wandonia doing ... hmm . cnfrm playing DOTA . HAHHAHA . kay la peeps . wanna check my chickies on tagged now . tc . LOSERS :P

propaganda mayn .

2009-08-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hey people ! sorry for the lack of updates . yesterday had my SS and english paper . im expecting at least a B3 yknow . i gave a bloody good formal letter . hahaha . SS... well , ntg to say laaa . after sch went back hme got changed and out to study with syaz1 and some other frens . herrmm . saw her . argh . get outta my life la k . whye must i see you !? argh . nvm . im over you .now , the most important thing in my life is family mayn . serious . second , studies laaa . terpakse . HAHAHA . third , friends . haha . after studying went hme . got scolded . haix . sedih pe . then spent some time wih uncle tancik , uncle yunos and dad at east coast . haha . i eat so much until i vomit siaa . first we had durian , then i had like 11 sticks of satay then i gulped down a bottle of coke , the next thing i new i was throwing up . wad the hell rite .

urgghh . came hme ard 3-4 am ? thought i could wake up for school . but i cant and my stomach was hurting so yea . skipped sch . i had three papers sia today ! then i nvr go ! study for nothing . pffffffft ! nvm . then today woke up ard 2 pm . blablabla . watched tv . then went tuition . broke my fast at tuition today . had nasi lemak . haha . then mum and dad fetched me at simei mrt . thx ! love you guys . they saved me the trouble of going hme on my own . then now im at hme chatting and eating . again . alahai . nasib baek puasa .klau tk cnfrm gmok punyaa . k wanna chao . takecare people with no life reading my blog xD

naqiyah took that

2009-08-20T22:19:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA . this picture was taken by naqiyah on last friday 14 august 2009 ! AHAH . kbye !

today .

2009-08-20T21:20:00.002+08:00

Hey people . today was alright . played soccer at sch . as usual , my team won of course . xDD . after that while relaxing in the canteen , invited this liyana go slack2 at tamp . slacked at 391 with wan and her . then wan like menyebok sia . so pretended to send her hme ... jengjengjeng . ntg happened :D . hahaha . sorry la bro . but yea . i had to do it . paham kan okay ? then after that slacked at 392 there with afie , bondy and wan . hahaha . a short while later , i left . too tired . came hme and had a goooooooooooood loooooooooong sleeeeeeeep . ahhahahahaahahhaa . then woke up and now on comp . and to you , yea . wdv . no need to tag me . get outta my life . pls . dnt wanna see ure face . but wad to do . same sch . herrmmm . its not that i dont love ya . but i do . i dnt want to . but i dnt control my feelings . my heart aint a brain . it cant think . hermm . but im happy that uve moved on . i feel ive moved on . im not sad or wad when i see u with another guy . suprisingly . im not angry at all . i dnt know whye . but i still love you . nonono . i dnt . forget wad i said . i dnt love you .

HAHAHAHAHA . frickle minded as always . herrmmm . ohkay laa . i know wad will cheer me . cnfrm tomorrow will cheer me up . cant wait la siaa . hahaha . kay daa . needa go . kbye !

FUCK

2009-08-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

FUCK ! just read her blog . urggghhh !!!!!! whye ? itchy hands siaa . she said we`re over . okay . thats wad she wants . abt it , u wanna update my blog ? fine go ahead . but the least you could do was tell me ? or tell me wad you wrote ? and after that you think everything was a lie ? us ? nadtasha was a lie ? fucking cbai . 1 year 3 mnths all lies ? you sure ? guess you are . u always think fucked up things boud me . this girl ive got to know , we`re frens for god`s sake . you ?! in our 1 year 3 mnths as a couple , u tkde kwn laki per ? omg . and now we`re not even att mayn . i knal2 ngn pompan , my problem rite ? like you never liddat . omgomgomg . seriously shocked and fucked up !!!!! i loved you . i sriously did . never have i loved a girl like how i loved you . and now you say we`re a waste ? haix . it hurts . u think im over you ? where can so fast one eh ? ure the one over me . so yea . dnt need to care . bcz you dont want to . dont need to . i seriously thought our relationship meant smtng to you , but now i know the truth . to you girl , our relationship is like shit , rite ? u miss me bcz the feeling`s normal girl . i pampered you like crazy . i loved you like romeo loved juliet . (haha) . i cared for you like a mum for her child and you gimme this ? omg nat . i still do love . suprisingly . but i see you happy thats whye i aint comming back for you.

i hear alot from my frens . yea . i dnt take it to heart . bcz i know u can takecare of ureself and i keep quite about it . i dnt ask you . i THOUGHT my frens were lying ? khabar angin mungkin ? mane tawu . but now , i know its all fucking true . and get this straight girl . she was never my story . it was always you . it has always been you . but yea . assuming huh ? kay . wdv . u still dnt know my love for you mayn . wdv . we`re over . as u say it . have it ure way . i aint gonna say a word . its ure life . i aint a part of it no more . yes i do miss you . yes i still lie in bed reminiscing every moment with ya . but yea . like you said , bit by bit i'll just burn those memories into ashes.You`re words . u said it . well wrote it actually . u may have done it in a fit of anger but wth . mayb i will do just that . just mayb . argh . nat , ily ? nahh . nope . nt worth it . well i will try not to . ure just stuck in my head . whye ? whye? WHYE !? argh . fuck this shit . fuck this fake shit of ours that we call love ! kbye !

long tyme nvr update

2009-08-16T20:26:00.004+08:00

Hey yo . sorry for the lack of updates . pfft . my comp rosak . all three plak tuh . like fuck rite ? hmphh . kay . now lemme tell you guys wad happened in this time that ive not updated . well , firstly , me and natasha broke up . yeah . sad rite ? uhmm . okay laa . im suprisingly taking it okay . haha . wow . mayb its for the best . she asked for it anws . she wanted it . wad to do ? i was sad . of course . my longest relationship yknow . but she doesnt love me no more . time to move on yaw . anws , start from thursday olryte . school was cool as usual . after school played soccer . haha . gerek pe . then slck awhile then go home . i think ? kay . friday . after school , hafizh followed me to tamp mall . i asked him to teman me jap uh to wait for this naqiyah who at that point still havent bathed . hahha ! asked her to get ready cepat2 but girls wad . so as usual she took a loooooong tyme . x] . then waited at tamp mall nye macd for her . she came , then hafizh go home . so me and her only . then saw ninz sume . alamaaak .

HAHAHAHHAHA . then me and naq go all the way to the last floor only to go down back bcz we wanted to eat . then end up , eat at century square . food junction . hahah . then terserempak ngn sume anak 33 . alahai . paisey . then she nvr fin her ice kacang . i also didnt fin my chicken cutlet . so i passed it to qadri who was beside me . haha . then went to the stircase and smokey2 with her . then didnt know where to go , decided to go to the library to suprise this irritating cuzzin of myne x) . SYAHEERAAAAAAAAA ! ahahh . she didnt get shock in the end . pfft . then naq went with her and i played soccer . then went for tuition . then camehme ard 12 ? hah .

SATURDAY : jengjengjeng . my cuzzin frm london just came back . omfg , he is so god damn tall nye siaa . wow . dun like walking beside him , feel short . AHAH . then went tuition . kat lavender we go check out the tempat prostitute . i was fuckin scared ! hahha . then went to a shop . bought LG . hahah . then go back to my tuition place . then angkat that LG .wahh . fucking good stuff mayn . the steam ah .. like heaven on earth one siaa . hahaha . then came hme , got changed and off to my grandma`s hse where my cuzzin was uh . then went hme and SLEEEEEEP !

TODAY : jengjengjeng . woke up late . slack2 ard . still mabuk2 abit bcz of yesterday . everything was in a daze . then went to the study corner near tamp mart and STUDY with mad , kembar , afie , shahir and syapok . haha . then end up i fin that LG with them . so funny . i wanna do it again . but fin ): nvm , next week i buy again . :D . then went hme ard 7-8 ? then called her bu didnt pick up . haha . now still like pening2 like that . tapi yg penting , tadi gerek . wooohooo . kay . using my dads lappy so yea cant update regularly . once in a while k peeps ? till that indian man comes and fix my comps . all three of them . and about my tagboard . went im not malas i reply k . and yea laa IQA i remember you ! (:

2009-07-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

NAAAAAAD !

e best I could do at this point of time
=)

cn ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..

aitee .
chalobetehchalo .

i know you want me

2009-07-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

Yoyo peeps ! today was alright . talked to her during recess . blablabla . sunday`s the decision making . hope i make the right decision . i found out today that men normally make decisions using their brain while women normally use their hearts for making decisions . when i make my decision this sunday . its a logical decision . olryte bby ? haix . be happy jee la . thats all i want . uhm . kay . after sch , went smokey at EP with acap and hafizh . then me and hafizh go tamp mall . hahahaha . he wanna look for chicks . alamaaak . hahaa . i lazy like hell sia so i decide to just sit down at macs while waiting for nash bcoz we wanted to play soccer . ahaa . then dari tamp mall , kite gy tamp 1 . then go back tamp mall . AHA . sorry uh fiz . xPP .

Then go to the staircase and smokey2 . wahh . hafizh`s one uh . singapore siaa . ape lagi . isap ahh . ahaha . then he go back hme while i met nash . then played soccer at the street soccer court near the mosque there . scored one goal only . and it was crowded . so decided to go to another soccer court . ahaa . at dunno where laa . but ard there . wahh .our team kept on winning and the other team got angry and in the end it turned out to be a rugby match ! AHAA . they angry bcoz i too good ah xDD . we kept on winning sia . we play winner stay loser out . and our team never lost even a game . the game got really rough as the opponent went for our legs instead of the ball . hahaha . got this one part . i dribbled past a few people then got this one damn sapau guy come running . wahh . i chol ready . i pass the ball to nash . but the fucker never stop and continued and he literally speared me xDD . i fell down uh sia . wahh . but not pain . before that ready my leg was hurt but when he bull-dozed into me , that was the breaking point . could`nt take it animore . so i subbed with this guy name rudy . small and very agile player . and the opponent wanted to seriously find problem siaa . and they were all like 20+ year old sia . please laa . grow up can ??

got this one guy . i body-pushed him , then he hit the wall . then he not happy . ahaha . then he come to me and push me and said " buto , kaw tk puas aty , kaw sini arh sia . tk goyang siol " wahh . like fierce liddat . but ntg siaa . play soccer like shit . i let the ball do the talking laa . malas sia wanna crik gado . wanted to play soccer only . and lagi2 , tuh tempat dorang . so yeaa . like so dam childish siaa they all . padehal maen bola jee then nak gado . ahaa . we`re too good laa for them . aha . sore losers ~xDD . ahahaha . then i scored a lot more . then nash also scored . see nash , im better than you xPP . wakakakakaka . then after awhile , i left with zhao . took a bus to east point with him . i took the mrt to lavender while he went hme . at east point i changed all that uh . thx zhao for waiting for me . aahaha . then went to lavender . ntg much happened at tuition . after tution , otw hme , bby told me breaking news . haix . its saddening . soo hurtful . but yeah . u brought this to us .

Whye ? haix . u know how much i love you . and u still did it . haix . tkpe uh . sunday laa k ? then went to slack at pondok with syabil . sial ahh . he so nice sia . he take me from simei sia ! ahaha . thx pok . ure the best (: AHA . then slack2 ard 11.30 liddat came hme . then talk to tasha . uhm . yupyup . sunday`s the day mayn ! and ouh yea . if faris and rafidah reading this , u guys rock laaa . ahaha . malay class wont be the sme if u guys are not there to laugh at my stupid jokes . HAHAHA . stengah bakar !! AHAHAHAHAHAHA . kay . kjap agy going out again . hehehehe . with who ? tk buley tawu . ahaaa . kay . tc ppl .

you cant never be me

2009-07-16T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hey yo peeps . today was great , awesome , fantabulous , wdv laa . but it was great . during school ntg much happened . stayed focus thru all the lessons . except chem uh . hehehehe . got test . then i copy x] . but other than that , i dint play a fool during school . and also during recess la . smokey2 . its becoming a daily routine that i just love yknow . i look forward to it everyday . haha . dnt knw whye . but yeah . the suspense ahh . wahh . sibei fun sia i tell u all . hahaha . after school , me and acap go buy ciggs . aha . go all the way to tamp blk 395 . haha . yesterday i buy , today i buy , tomorrow also i buying . AHAHAHAHA . then met fad and akhbar and slacked at blk 391 . grrr . banyak2 , kene block tu sia ... AHAHHAHA

Step tk suke plak ~x] . then awhile later , akid and adam came . then they wanna buy ciggies . then they go. in the end left with me akhbar and fad . huahuahua . got bored so went macds . chickies ! :D . not that chickies . mac chicken kindda chickies . i was hungry . blargh . called up another fren whos in east spring and asked her to blanje , she dun haf money . kimaak . sot sia . padehal2 . dlm wallet ade duit sia . ahaha . then got bored so we proceeded to POD . got some pics uh i took there . tomorrow or wad i put ? i take pic with this one hot smoking lady ! aahahah . if ure reading this , im sorry laa . im joking only laaa . hahaha . tomorrow i upload uh . now lazy la siaa .

kaykay . then da trn POD tbe2 ramai orng plak . mcm gerek gtu . then ctee and arry come . ctee brought her laptop . ape lagi ! upload lagu2 uh in my mp3 . haahha . then msg2 with someone :D . hahaha . then awhile later , i went hme uh . with shaikh`s specs . xP . kay . thats all peeps . and ouh yea . tomorrow . haix . its the 17th again . haiz . does she remember ? nope . she doesnt . . dont think so . she heck care me already wad . ahaahahaa . kay laa . time for fishing xDDD . byebye.
So let me drive my body around ya ~

in love and sex and magic

2009-07-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

YOYO ! sup . hahaha . today was great . well , woke up at ard 1 ? dint go to sch . have MC for two days . unfortunately the two days are up so going back to school tomorrow . hahahaha . wanted to meet her just now , but she cant . she wanted to study . all girls laaa . konon2 nyer . hahahha . so woke up , bathed . eh nono wait . i dint bathe . i brush my teeth . eat . had somekind of breakfast-cum-lunch . then only i bathe . aha . then met fahrul and syabil and 304 lingway . then go under 308 . slack2 while playing taitee . i dint know how to play . i dont even know how to spell 'taitee' for gods sake . HAHA . then farhanie called . she wanted to tron . i also anything laa . long time never see her . huahuahua . but then paitaw . grrrr . basket .

then after awhile , afie came . bought ciggies with him and syabil . nbcb . must go all the way to 395 siaa . but sanggup uh for ciggs . then went back . slacked at pondok lame . 2-3 mins later wandonia came . blabla . all went hme then left me and him . so we go steal cup noodle from the mamashop . ahaa . our tactic good sia . i go in and distract while he take . aahahahahaha . while taking the noodle , this wandonia ahh got butter fingers , the thing drop ! HAA . but naseb the bangla peyh telinga sumbat ngn prata and never hear then we go POD happy2 . we were like brokeback mountain siaa . HAHA . more like brokeNback mountain uh . ahah .

then went back to 308 . slack with all of them . ard close to 7 me and wan chao . hahaha . wanted to tron back uh but smething happen to my bro . next tyme uh . kay . done for today . thanks for reading suckers ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . and oh yeah . this sat going town ! wheee ~

i miss those times . . .

2009-07-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

I miss those times !!!!

and oh yeah ! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FARHANIE !!! LONG LIVE EYH ? AHAHHAHA . big font tk perlu . but yeah . happy birthday girl . may all ure wishes come thru . sorry uh kasih birthday wish lambat2 . luper . so yea . takecare . baru 15 ? AHAA .

my bby you , are the reason i can fly

2009-07-14T19:02:00.003+08:00

Yoyo peeps . yesterday dint meet her . was supposed to go study with her but she feel asleep . ahaha . swine wad . wad can i say . i was also sick . but nehminds . today i went out with her . AHAHAH . she accompanied me to the clinic . kay . firstly , i dint go to sch .. was sick . shes supposd to wake me up at 11 . but she dint . ahaha . pe je bby . confident pe bleh bangon kan i ? common laa . u and me have been together for 1 year 2 mnths . dnt u know that i cant wake up in the morn ? AHA . thats whye i just laughed when u say that u wanna wake me up . try uh . takley nyer :P . hah . then ard 3 met her . went to the clinic . aww . she was so nice to accompany me . thx bby . love ya . i just wanted to take MC then go home . but then i got flu . so it took longer than expected . bby was irritated . hahaha . she was rushing to go home . she need to go out . hhaha. but wad to do ?

Stupid doctors take soo long . then check up . took the medicine . then went hme . sent her hme . then she borrowed my mp3 . HAAHAA . i knew she wud want it . thats whye at hme i spray the pouch of the mp3 with my perfume . ahahaa . sedap kan bby ? HAHAHAHA . dnt worry , if u miss me or wad , smell the pouch . aha . then went to slack . all of anak33 scared to share ciggs with me . scared i got swine flu . nbcb . i got also so wad ? kate braders ? hidup mati pe . AHAHAHAHA . then got another thing . yesterday my brother kene . . . . . should`nt talk abt it here ? i wont . kay ppl . thats my day . thx for reading . Love yaa . Lemme touch those private parts in a private place.

chao skola

2009-07-13T13:26:00.002+08:00

today was actually quite a funny day . haha . in the morning went to the bus stop as usual . bus was late and btol2 amalina ask whether me and wan wanted to follow her take taxi with eizah . i also anything laa . $1 only . who cannot pay rite ? ahaa . then reached school but we were still late . waste money sia . then check2 me and wan late for 4 times ready . wahh . need to go detention straight afta school . the discipline masters thought they were smart by fetching us from our classes rightaway after school , but me and wan smarter ~x] . we act sick so can go home early ! HAAAHAAA . but quite stupid laa . bcs if we dint attend detention today , there still wud be other days wad ? . aha . tkkn everyday nak act sakit siaa ? so pikiran2 awhile , then still go on with the plan . wan pp8 was low . so had to cntct him thru tasha . and she got irritated . blarghh . wdv la . stakat 2-3 msg nak mara . hahahaha . then go office . all the teachers thought i was playing a fool . i said no and pretended to get angry . ahaa . but in actual fact i wasnt really sick or angry . i wanted to laugh .

then i can go ready then lagi satu DM plak dtg . Nahar . he come and check if i got temperature or not . then check2 i was really warm and he call my dad and asked him to pick me up . AHAHAA . planned spoil . cannot slack2 ready . so my dad came and fetch me and wan . he was suprised to see wan also . he knew we were lying that we were sick . but he acted like he dint know . see , cool dad wad ~X] . then came hme . and blarghh . here i am . wasting away on this dumb computer . hahaha . in a short while more going out and meeting her . HAAHHAHA . it was quite long since i last met her . but wad the heck . goo jek . so yea . tc peeps . Isabella adalah ... ???? addicted to that song . nbcb . stuck in my head .

be strong elnino . shes fine .

2009-07-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

Today was okay . went to prp . came hme ard 6 ? dunno . my bro`s gettin worse . my aunts all that came over to my hse . hah . my cuzzins also came . syafiqah and all . hah . they all left ard 11.30 ? okay .

i cant take it animore . i feel so weak . im not strong animore . i mean metally . i cry easily . i feel scared easily . i get pressured easily . yes , i do try to put up a strong front . but i feel so weak inside . haix . one thing its about bby . i miss her soo much . i cried in my room jus now while thinking of her . after awhile , i told myslef to be strong . i was olready feeling strong . i stopped crying . then i went to change my clothes . as i was pulling my shirt outta the cupboard . her Victoria`s Secret perfume fell out . omg . all the memories came back . everything sia. wahh . then started crying again . haaix . how can i be strong when u were the one who made me strong and now bby , ure gone . haaix . whye ? u were my everything . u still are . haix . i jus need some one . . anibodi . i just need someone to care . pls ? anybody ?

fuck you

2009-07-12T02:43:00.001+08:00

To my ' friend ' who told her . i dont consider you a fren animore . u watch out . once i know who u are . watch ure back boi ke girl . you`ve brought out the devil in me . standby uh k . nbcb . kbye ,

it hurts

2009-07-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

well , today had wsch as per normal . planned to go gym with achap . but last minute cancelled bcz i felt like going out with bby . sorry achap xD . instead of going to the gym , me and bby headed to simpang to eat . AHA . met syamil there also . i paitaw achap as i really missed going out with bby . aww . i savour very moment jus now and jus hoping it was not the last time we wud be going out together . haixx . we`re still fighting . but yeah . when we meet , we act as though like ntg hapeened . cool pe . after we ate . we went to the bus stop to take number 9 back to afghan . tasha talked to syamil abt us . i heard abit . but that was enuf to hurt me . just a few sentences but it hurt me deeply . so i dint bother to hear the rest . i did my own stuff . boarded the bus and sat beside tasha while syamil sat behind us and they were still taking . i was listening to my mp3 . i blasted it . so i wudnt hear their convo . but while changing songs , i heard her saw smtng which changed hurt me even more deeply . dint wanna get even more hurt , so i shifted to another seat . i respected her .

i dint wanna hear anithink bcs i guess she dint want me to . so yea . got off the bus at afghan and i was still boiling inside . but i dint wanna show it nor do anithink boud it bcs i just wanted to have fun with her . be it for the last time or be it forever but i wanted to spend some quality time with her . went to POD after that . she went into the toilet while i waited outside . talk2 ngn anak33 jap then me syamil and tasha went off to daerah her hse there to slack . otw there . i was still angry . but while walking along the pavement , i just wanted to feel relaxed . so i held her hand . whee . after that , all the anger vanished , like a tsunami came and whiped it all away . i held her hands dint care whether ppl wer looking . i saw some girls along the way . aha . my primary sch frens and they were like shocked to see me . but i pretended not to notice them . malas .

then went and settled down at bawah uzair`s block . sit2 then syamil wanted to talk to me . about tasha . -.- . i just wanted to sit down and have some time with tasha . but noooo , syamil must come and spoil it . AHA . no la syamil . u did the right thing . thanks . talked to syamil . she kept pestering me to talk to tasha but i dint want to . i wanted her to have her own time first . tasha wasnt listening to us . or so i thought . she was listening to my mp3 . then i said that i partly dint wanna talk to tasha about our misunderstanding as i dont wanna face the truth . i dnt wanna face the truth that shes really gettin over me . that she has moved on . i dint wanna hear any of that . i still wanna believe that tasha`s still in love with me and ntg can break us apart . haix . i dnt wanna face reality bcs it sucks . i hate reality . but , sooner or later . i`ll have to talk to her . haix . one thing`s for sure bby . i do love . im not staying with you bcs i sympathise you . thats utterly stupid . its way outta the context of our story . haix . after talking to syamil for about half an hour , tasha suddenly jus walked away . she came back . and i asked syamil to go some where else for awhile . i wanted to have that ' talk ' . i hugged her . yes i did . i wanted to not ever let her go . i wanted to just hold her . forever . . but she suddenly pushed me away and wanted to go hme . so i was like okay . then i went hme too . went to tuition and after that slacked . came hme ard 11.30 ? uhm . stupid kampau come while slacking . we had to split . so yea . came hme perspiring like nabil after his PE . so yea . thats my day ppl . kay . . and RAFIDAH , if ure reading this post , i really meant every word on this post olryte ? tc . bubye .

We made you

2009-07-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

I know you want me , girl ,
cause i can see you checking me out
And bby , you know ,
you know you want me too
Don't try to deny it , baby ,
i`m the only one for you

fake

2009-07-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

About the previous post . bby did not cry that much la . fake je .

grrr

2009-07-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

yoyo ppl . today after sch went to tamp mall with her . aha . bought earpiece . we`re still argueing but yea . we`re there for each there . cool rite ? gado2 but can still klua same2 . ahaa . i was so damn frickle minded sia . first we go tamp 1 . then i dint like any of them . then went to tamp mall . i dint like any of them also . so went back to tamp 1 -.-" . AHA . at tamp 1 uh i bought it . kat chalenger . or smtng like that . aha . for a good price also . pink uh . but so wad ? nice sia . well , otw there . in the bus , bby cried bcoz i was gettin a new earpiece . AHAHA . and she still using her old one . HAHAHA. sweet rite ? cry over earpiece . AHAHAHA . i cheered her up . i made her smile . i remembered one part where i dint know wad to do olready . so i pretend that my back was like itchy like that . and asked her to scratch2 uh for me . i knew she wud laugh . and well , she did ! aha. see , im a gooood boifren ! I cheered her up ! .AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . kay . anws , we went hme after that . then when i reached hme , she called and we like talk2 uh . then after about an hour otp i said to her i wanted to but double choc at tamp mart nye macd . AHA !

She cried again . bcs she wanted it also . unbelievable rite ? x] . believe it . she cry like wad sey . she cry like she badly failed her maths like that ! AHAHA . so i invited her to go out again . HaHAAA . bought the double choc . and sat down at macd while drinking it . like pakcik2 and makcik2 sia me and her . ahah . after while , went hme . i sent her hme . yea . i got a kiss from her . owwh . how i miss it . i kissed her too and hugged her also . then she cried again bcs i hugged her too tightly . wahh . this girl ah . aloooot of tears sia . the tears not only come out from the eyes yknow x] . ahahahahhaa . then we said our goodbyes . and yea i called her ugly betty . bcs she was wearing this ' not so cool ' specs uh . then she called me womanizer . then i called her minarep , i think . then she called me boi kening . and then i lazy laa wanna catfight with her . so i give in . i mengalah yknow . AHAHHAHA . but anws bby . thanks yea for following me all the way to tamp 1 then to tamp mall and then back to tamp 1 again . superhuman eyh you ni ? AHAHA . thaks for the company . i really appreciate it . but wdv between us , it doesnt change . its ure decision . okay la readers . wanna chao . meeting Pok . kay . tc ppl ! especially you . CRY BABY X]

im just a little too not over you . .

2009-07-06T13:05:00.002+08:00

bby , smehow , smewhere , if ure reading this , go listen to this song kay . by david archuleta .

David A. - A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

hoping for miracles

2009-07-06T11:53:00.003+08:00

Hello readers , ive been fucked up . haiz . okay . yesterday was okay .. where i go ah ?? oh yeah . i went prp . slack2 then go pondok . then after awhile , go home . tido ~ today , hmmm . mayb going out with iffuat . hah . after that mayb bring him go east coast uh . meet my other frens uh . HAHA . he confirm like one laa . hot wad ? AHAHAHAHA ! i just woke up anws . havent bathed -.- . hahaha .

haix . is there such thing as miracles ? im still hoping for miracles to happen nurul natasha . but , deepdeepdeep down inside of me , i know that it ain`t gonna happen . . . ure moving on . im happy . seriously . seeing u smile . i will somehow smile . haix . today u going out with those guys rite ? alryte . me also uh . fair enuf . AHHAAHA . no laa . but i just soo miss you . argh ! whye did i called u last night ? u wanna know whye ? bcs , i just miss doing that . all the girls i talked to otp , none of them are like you sey . . 6 billion people in the world , but theres only 1 of you . haix . am i ready to move on ? yes . im ever ready . but im not . bcs , i dnt want to . i guess , ure miracle happened ready aye ? u wanted freedom , now look , i aint stoppin you . have fun , be happy , forget boud me . bcs im not worth it . i just suck . haha . wdv it is , im still hoping for miracles to happen ):

over you ?

2009-07-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hey yo ppl . today`s okay . woke up ard 12 ? hmm . bathed and got ready for ttn . before that met syahir pipit and shabil . aha . smokey2 first . then after that proceeded with tuition . blablabla . after tuition went to eat at this nasi ayam shop . wahh . chickies . AHAHA . no laa . while eating this one girl come ... jengjengjeng . cannot elaborate ~x] after eating , i made my way to yew tee . ahaa . go my aunty hse . cukur rambut dunnoe wad shit laa . kiwaak . my uncle sume . haiyoo . the cukur rambut inside the hse . outside the hse ... arak , judi . HA HAHA . so much drinks . tempting uh but nahh . i dnt drink . then go down slacked with iffuat . monday maybe going out with him . mcm gay couple uh . we wanna bring along chickies . but my girl`s got her own plans . aha . so yea . see hw . then came hme ard 12 . now , mayb wanna trn and meet afie satsat x] . see hw . if im not too lazy uh k . kbye !
to you . i kindda miss you . do you miss me ? uhhmm . haix . i just dnt wanna disturb you rite nw . u seem so happy with ure frens . and ure ' special ' one . haix . i was actually happy to see u send me a msg . though it was meant for ure fren . aha . i dunno . i feel im gettin over you . i dnt want too . i still wanna be with you . but u dnt seem to want to . haixx . whye ? do you want us to be over ? you do dnt ya ? thats whye ure doing this ? uhm . i want this feeling to go away . i seriously do . haix . felt like reading ure blog . but , i dnt want to . i dnt wanna get hurt . ive had enuf of heart pains . i will just go with the flow . i wont even stop you . bcs i know ure happy with the person . yes im gonna miss you . haix .

you`re here there and everywhere

2009-07-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

yoyo ppl . today was fun . awesome . at sch was okay . no ciggies . so cannot smokey2 during recess ): anws , after sch , went to tamp blk 391 to buy ciggies . bought two box . ashraaf and me share while the tamak faqrin had one box all to himself . ahaa . then followed ahraaf hme . blablabla . then go gym . met wandonia , afie satsat all there uh . haha .frm like 2.20 till 4 we were there . after that went to play soccer . wahh . me , afie , wan , irfan and faqrin one team . i first tyme in a long tyme play defend sia . nvr go geylang training so long xD dnt know how to kick ball ready . AHAAA . then play uh play . wandon scored . afie scored . then against another team , wandon took the kick in . i asked for the ball . i got it . dribbled pass one opponent and lobbed the ball into the goal . haha . dribble like cristiano ronaldo sia aku x) . i see defender face like confused like that . he must be thinking i was really cristiano ronaldo . AHA . kay la . nie sumer psl ronaldo aku world laa . after the winning a few matches , i went to my tuition . i was rushing . tuition started at 6 and its at lavender siaa . and 6 pm i was still in tamp .

hahaa . see im paragraphing ehh bondeyy ! ahahaha. i was rushing like mad uh . then as i walking at tamp inter , got this one girl call me . she know my name . i dnt know her siaa . i turned . smiled . to the girl , if ure reading this , sorry uh psl tdi . rushing babe rushing ! then after a few steps , terserempak mad plak . wahh . i rushing like fuck and i must terserempak with everybody . pfffffffffft .
so long nvr see him . so i salam-ed him . hugged him . sl abit then he ask me whye i nvr tron lately . aha . then i told him whye uh . he was with his poly classmate . look like shikin sia ! aha . then he ask me for ciggies . i wanted to say no , but then he gimme his puppydog face . wahh . cannot tahan ready . so yea . give him . then off to tuition ! after tuition , wanted to smoke , but then realised i had only 5 sticks left . haix . then end up tk jadi . i had already bought four boxes this week . damn . fuck . money burnt . grrr . next week must start saving . in the night when bored cannot smoke ready . in the morning before school limit myslef to only 1 stick . okay . haha .

i got down at tampines . i was alone . suddenly when i was out of the mrt station , i felt someone tapped my shoulder . i wanted to buat bodo . bcz i was rushing also to go meet shahir . aha . then i turned and to my suprise it was Faten A.K.A Faten 3e4 . AHA . she was frm the arena . hmm . saw her . walked with her . then i asked her to accompany me to smoke . she gave me 5 mins . ahaha . smoke fast2 while talking about syahir ally . aha . then after smokin , she took 292 while i took 291 . then in the bus , ade orng tuh msg uh xD . aha . you guys will know in a few days olryte ? ahaa . and you , stop acting like u dnt know . u got new frens . well , i got brothers . but in the end it`s sooo not lonely . AHAHA . kay . tata ppl . and ouh yea . after taking 291 . i dropped at ngee ann there and slacked till ard 11 + . and yeah . wherever i go i see her . haix . damn , i gotta get her outta my mind or its soo gonna kill me . haix ! haahaha . kay da ppl . elnino has left the building ! better still , elnino has left the internet . k . lame . kbye !

help me

2009-07-02T21:06:00.002+08:00

hey peeps . today was alryte . played soccer . slacked . uhm . arghh . cant shake this feeling away . whye i go read her blog . stupidstupidstupid me . argghh . damn laa . mayn . now im starting to have my doubts again . arggh . nono . cannot2 . i dunno laaa ! im confused . someone . help me !

ps : thx bil for lending me ure mp3 . cool sia lagu2 dier . ure so updated . aha . thx pok !

learn it . leave it . like it .

2009-07-01T22:09:00.004+08:00

hey yo ppl . today was a sucky day . at sch , talked with her . hmms . i just cant get angry when i look at her . i was fuming with rage but when i looked into her eyes , it all vanished . all that was left was sadness at hw things were going between me and her . i kept looking in her eyes when we talked , i was searching for that spark , that love , haix . but there were`nt any . haix . its alryte . go . trust ure frens . im ntg . it hurts yknow to see 1 year 3 mnths worth of love , happiness , sadness , everything uh just go . gone like the wind . one thing i cant get over for sure will be the memories i had with you . owwwh . the memories . if only i could relieve the moment in palembang with you . if i could only spend time with you like 090808 . if only you could love me like how u did . if only .... haix . no use . im still holding back . bcz i love you ? i dnt knw . seems so hard to move on . everything seems so hard . but when i look at you ure not even sad ? like ure happy . aha . its alryte . im glad to see you happy nat . as long as ure happy bbygerl . haix . i dnt regret anything . seriously . im like so gonna miss you . and tadi i slack at pod . suddenly all the songs about me and tasha sia . no air la . halo laa . when you look me in the eyes laa . broken hearted girl laa . fuck sia . like the whole world know like that . haix . its alryte . i can live with the pain of not seeing you animore , not caring boud you animore , not hugging u animore , not touching your`re hands animore, but i cant live with the pain of our memories together . haiz . i remembered the first tyme i laid eyes on you . owwh . u were the most beatiful person i had seen . the way u move . the way you walk . the way u laughed . the way u sweetly asked my number . i knew you only wanted to make frens . but the instant i saw you , i wanted to be more than frens . i wanted to get to know you . i wanted to love you . i wanted to care for you like ive never done for other girls . i wanted you to love me . i wanted you to care for me like no girl ever did . but one thing was for sure . on that day , went we first laid eyes on each other i nvr thought i wud hurt u . i nvr thought i wud make u cry . i nvr thought i wud do anything to hurt you . ure my soul . the reason i live . the other half of me . oh my god . writing all this things about you , god , i can just cry . but i wont, im strong . well , i hope i am . after u asked my number , we got to know each other better . hah . we were so innocent and dumb . well , at least i was . hah . ive never regretted gettin to know you nurul natasha . its true . haix . after every fight , there`s always smtng in me telling me ' she`ll come back nadhir . she loves you ' . hahh . but after this fight , that voice that keeps giving me hope , is nowhere to be found . bloody hell . MIA at the right time sia . hmm . anws , natasha , having you in my life is one of the greatest thing god could grant me . i remembered in 2006 , i was a fat primary 6 student . all my frens had girlfrens . i dint care uh . but one time , i saw how my fren ____`s girlfren cared for him so much . how much she loved him all that . i was actually jealous . and i wanted a girl like that . i was daydreaming about having a girlfren like that . but whenever i look at my stomach , i know the chance wud nvr come . FAT hope . AHA . but then a few years later , this girl came into my life with a bang ! her name was natasha . haix . im repeating her name so many times . shit . damn it . i love her dnt i ? she still loves me rite ? haix . no she doesnt . nonono . she doesnt . she seems interested in another guy . haix . its olryte . its okay . go love that guy nat . im seriously okay with it . but just learn from the mistakes u did to me and dont do it to guy . promise me that will ya ? i dnt want anibodi to feel wad im feeling now . dejected , disgraced ad so on . but im happy that ure happy . haix . done . enuf said . bye ppl .

you can run but you cant hide

2009-06-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

its so funny . hah , love eyh ? hmm . kay . aniwaes , boud today . sleep early last night . ard 2-3 am . haah . kept thinking boud her , hmmm . at school ntg much happened . just that i got the shock of my life . when YOU , thought i was having a scandal ! what the fuck . we`re together for 1 year 2 mtnhs olready . damn , dnt you realise ? and now wad . ure falling for another guy ? aha . wdv la nat . i just cannot believe you would even think i wud have a scandal . ahaaa . funny sia . kay . i got to know about it during POA lesson . i was damn pissed ready . cannot tahan siaa .wanted to go rite there and then and confront her . then some of my frens said after school was better . i was flaming siaa . kay . stupid words im using . grr . wdv . nbcb sia . so after sch waited for her outside her class there . i was damn angry ready . just staring at everybody . i brought ashraaf along . my face was damn red . check2 she went ready . i guess she kindda knew i was coming . so thats abt it . then went hme with sheila . aha . met arry at afghan . walk2 . go macd . then saw zizie . haha . sempat sia mintak duit . then go pod . slack2 . then mimin and shabir came . was bored at pod . so we went to tamp mart . jln2 dpn macd . then saw some 355s . Azin then called arry . dunnoe to talk about wad la . dnt care also . kay then walk back to pod . then i went hme and sleep . i wake up , then called shahir . he wanted to meet at dunnoe where la . i asked him to wait bcz i wanted to change . as i was about to get up frm the bed , i realised i cannot get up . so i sleep back . ahaa . paisey uh shahir . and ure frens are telling you all this shit rite ? hmm . takecare uh . nak buat cerite sngt eh ? haha . esok2 klau let`s say uh kite break ke ape , and i see you with another guy , cnfrm bagik nyer sia . the anger inside me rite now is unexlainable yea . and u nw my anger . hw bad it can be . haiz . i really dont wanna do it nat . its okay that he made stories abt me . but the not okay part was when YOU believed it . kay . one more thing . u wanna try and run frm me ? avoiding me and all ? omg . we`re in the same sch siaa . hrrmmm . you can run but you cant hide bbygirl . and it seems ure happy with another guy . alryte2 . u nk amik revenge uh nie kirekan ? for wad ? i dint do anithink . ): kay . bubye .

i love you

2009-06-28T19:08:00.002+08:00

i love you nat . smtng is wrong with us . alot og things . i wanna make u heppi sia . but does that mean i have to let go of you ? let us go ? let everything go ? the memories ? the gifts and all ? u sanggup ? psl i tk sanggup sey . lettin u go ... forgetting boud you . haix . i dnt wanna do that . ive never thought of doing that . nvr ever nvr sia . but u said u want ure happiness . to give u that , i wont be happy . should i think boud myself only ? nah . i shouldnt . ure important in my life . thinking boud you can make me smile . im serious . thinking boud the way u laugh and all . it really cn make my day yknow . dnt mind me saying but everything else and everybody else in ure life is more important than me . ure family , stuides , friends , fun , happiness . all . yeah . u want fun ? u want happiness ? u wud really be happy without me in ure life ? do you still even love me ? nevermind love me , do you still think boud me ? bcz this past few days ive been thinking boud you . boud us . i cant stand this shit . all i want is you . issit so hard ? damn , i love you . i love you . i love you . ure the one i want . not anybody else . haix . u want happiness ? u want fun ? okay hun . im stopping it . i know . i should`nt think boud myself . haizz . i sould think more boud you . u want happiness ? u really do ? okay . just one thing . there`s no ' i dnt knw ' for this question olryte . okay . here it goes . do you love me ? u sanggup tinggalkan i ? hmm . kay go ~

arab wedding ?

2009-06-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOO ~ yoo ppl ! today was awesome ! omgomgomg . serious shit siaa . damn nice yknow . anws , woke up ard 1 . . wanted to sleep back but my dad was like shouting at me to get up . i had tuition and after that i had to attend a relative`s wedding . haha . i took a shower . went outta the toilet and saw that it was already late . tuition started at 3 . its at lavender . and it was 1.45 and im still home siaa . then got changed, took a quick bite and off to the bus stop to take 28 to the interchange . but before that , jumpe shahir . sempat ehh ~x) hahaa . i wanted to finish my pall mall so that i can get a new box . aahahaha . we walking . planned to smokey2 at daerah the bus stop there . then suddenly nmpk afie satsat ., wandonia sume at tempat sparring . wahh . me and shahir run siaa . go inside lift and up a block . hahaha . we`re not fighting or wad laa . i just wanna tanam my rkk . hahha . padehal ade dua kotak -.- . busted sia nadhir . hahahaa . then after smokey2 . i parted ways with shahir . he went hme and bath x) while i went to ttn . ntg much happened after that . after ttn , dad fetched me . was on a tight schedule siaa . then got in the car and he asked me to change in the car . haha . nt the first time ive done it . so yea . got changed , fetched a few other uncles and off to the wedding . otw there my cuzzin called and asked where am i . he wanted me to come faster so that i can accompany him to eat . he paisey wanna eat alone . ahhahahahaha . funny la he . then reached , i went to cekik the nasi minyak . hahaha . wahh . ingatkan mane peyh sedap . rase like the nasi minyak frm the kedai mama one siaa . wahh . then after eating . eat somemore ~x) . cannot tahan . i was like eating like wad sia . the kuih muih and all . the nasi was not that nice but i keep on tambah and tambah . when u hungry , everything also nice waad . haha . then went to the playground behind there . slacked with one of my cuzzins fren . aisha . her cousin was gettin married to my relative . hahaha . then go slack atas block siaa . klakar kepe . smokey2 also uhh . and yea . she said i looked preety . -.- . my eyes . hahaha . not the first time i heard . hahaa . after that went back to the wedding place and eat again . and then eat again . and eat again . and after while , eat again . 30 mins later , eat again . i realised just now that i get hungry so fast siaa . at times i am so full that i get hungry . doesnt make sense rite ? but yea . it happened . anws , after eating and all , got this arab dance thing . wahh . quite style sia the dance . like first time uh . so like jakon uh . but it was alryte . got ppl smoking shisha also there . wahh . i wanna try sia . but the my family ard . damn , my cuzzin go try . damn him . hahahaha . after that went hme . it was a tiring but fun day mayn . and got smething else . you know , i know but public dnt know rite irfan ? HAHAHAHAHAHA . then went hme ard 10 ++ . reached hme at 11 . the whole thing started at 2 and ended at 10 . and yea . the pekerje there was one my fren . hahah . forgot his name . anws , loong post olryte ppl . kay thanks for reading alryte . tc .

blahahaha .

2009-06-27T04:28:00.002+08:00

yooooo ~ . jus came hme baybeyhh . uhm . yea . so had another fite with bby . grrr . wdv la . mcm muke jato siaa . i keep asking the guy to stop . but its you actually . not the guys fault . muke jato . seriously . uhhm , if i cant take it animore , i will be taking back my love ? AHAHHAHA . yea la b . that song about us like that . they made song for us . dedicated for us . ahaa . anws , about today , met shahir ard 1+ . afta prayers . xD then shahir go home . then meet mad . slack2 outside his house . talk2 . then bby wanna meet . haiyoo . last minute plak tu . so met her . lepak under wandonia block . blablabla . lazy elaborate . talk2 . she msg2 . i msg2 . i kol2 . she kol2 . she write2 lyrics . i step like i care when she writing it x) . AHAH . tak la . i do care . then sent her hme . otw to her hse . wahh . saw two kittens . then we sat down and played with the kittens . then bby plak , dun wanna go home . wahh . after that i give her nickname , cat woman . seriously . but the kitten like abit horny like that sia . hmph . then sent bby hme . then i went hme . and went out again for ttn . after tuition wanted to meet shahir but then he at prp with his girl . i wanna tag with them then he dunt let x) . AHAHAHA . then went hme . then my parents invite to go out . ahahahha . wdv la . followed them to this one ustaz house bcz my bro like a lil bit ill like that . then the ustaz daughter hot siaa . wahh . nbcb . ustaz talk to me i nvr listen siaa . all the way concentrating on his daughter . haha . kay . nie da fake laa . but seriously . the ustaz daughter was like a minarep sia . but a hot one uh . tapi yg klakar nye , bapak die ustaz siaa . huahuahua . and after that goo home . annd paisey shahir tkley meet kaw tadik . guaa da klua uh tadi . haaaa . and u , u said u were gonna bring ure frns along when u meet him huh ? then ? alarh . nvm . im pissed actually . but i just wanna shut up . let`s just see until when this continues , then you`ll see until when we continue . anws , ily ~

todaaaaaay ~

2009-06-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hello ppl ... uhm . well . abt today ntg much . met bby . blablabla . took pics . first time sia orng lepak bwk camera . hahaha . tapy gerek uh . my personal favourite pic was when i did the 'wandonia face' . wahh . fanatic siaa . but damn hard . the face must bcome fierce like that . my face cannot take it siaa . after awhile , i started to have face cramps . ~.~ . wahliao . damn pain siaa . ahahaha . kay la nie sumer fake je laa . but i did try to do the 'wandonia face' . but only he can do it la . so fanatic sia his face when he do . wahhliao . matrep2 sume tngok his face cnfrm bodek drng kat tekak nyer . hahah . wandonia . 33 pnya ehh . . anws , after awhile bby went home . i sent her . until her lift yknow . then i proceeded to tuition . kat lavender . so the close wad . like frm my house to POD like that . AHAHAHAHAHA . then went laa . wahsian ehh . sit there for like 3 hours and do 187 questions of chemistry . wahh . if i continue this , i can be the next albert einstein siaa . serious2 . kay anws . in the class , one of the girls suddenly bcome so nice . let me copy her work all that . she even give me her mcspicy sia .. make ppl fat only sia shee ~xD ahahha . anws , after that went home . uhm . to bby , u wanna go , go laa . who am i to stop ure fun rite ? but its just that ive asked you to watch a movie with me since the start of the holidays yknow . and tbe2 u wanna go with him ? olryte2 . hmph . nvm laa . now , who wanna watch movie with me ? leave ure numbers at my tagboard and i will call ya olryte . kk ppl . im going.. im going .. im gone ... ~x)

bby !

2009-06-22T01:42:00.001+08:00

I miss my bby ):):):):):): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bored laaa .

2009-06-19T02:18:00.004+08:00

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1) I wud wish that ntg can come between me and natasha.
2) I wud wish that ntg can come between me and my family
3) I wud wish for another 3 wishes :D

Q: Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round?
- yeah . ahhaha . all the time .

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
- nope . im ready to face it .

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
- If i love myslef this way , whye wud i ? but in love there should be sacrifices . so yea . i will .

Q: Do you believe in Love?
- rite nw ? uhmm . 50-50 ?

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- i intended to wait for 3 days . but i ended up waiting for abt 3 mtnhs . AHA !

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
- move on with life ?

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
- yea . me and my girl had a fight . we solved it before she left for m`sia . and yeah. shes in m`sia.

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
- yeah . like 'senak' like that . haaaaaa ~

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
- yea . Nurul Natasha . she even comes to me in my sleep . damn ,

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
- my parents , my closest frens and yeah , my bbygirl .

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
- yeah . mayb i should have tried .

Q: Are you happy with your life?
- yeah . my ties with my parents are getting better . i have the best girlfren in the world , the bestest frens ppl dream about . yeah im happy with life .

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
- yeah . but i found out the girl is giving half-heartedly . so yea . dnt knw larhh .

Q: What type of friends do you like?
- funny . understanding . mature . wise .

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
- yea . of course .

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
- i will see what shes lacking in lyfe and i will give her just that . but im att . so its a diff story .

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
- i will probably become the 'HULK' and go crazy . But then , i will think about the positive side of it and try to work things out by not becoming the 'HULK'. But , obviously theres no positive side about your lover betraying you ! -.- !

Q: Any words to say?
- uhm . i love you hun . tc of ureslef in m`sia . get me bubblegums . and oh yeah . did i mention ? i love you Nurul Natasha binte Muhd . Yunos

boring !

2009-06-19T02:06:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
my dick ? AHAAA

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
feeling like sleeping back and waking up the next morn . haais

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
uhmm. ferra ? AHHAA

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
yea . i think ?

5. Would you ever donate blood?
no ! i dnt think my blood is good sey . dirty blood . too much alchohol ~x)

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
yeah . stupid or wad sia you ?

7. Do you want someone dead?
uhmm . nope . im not that bad larh . heee .

8. What does your last message says?
Dont worry dude. Parents are there. u tc to yeah... Tnx..

9. What are you thinking right now?
im soo full . i wanna shit :S

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
yea . haiss

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
4 ++ am ? close to 5 i think .

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
giordano . AHAHHAHAH

13. Is someone on your mind?
yea .

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Ferra`s Mum

Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1. Natasha ( my gf )
2. nina
3. isma
4. wandonia
5. afie satsat
6. afai jepon
7. kocok
8. mad
9. nylaa
10. ferra

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
i think shes singlee .

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
Female i hope .

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
HHAHHAHAHAHA . okay wad . sweet . (x

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
dunno . combined science i think ? whye ? u like her ah ? nbcb .

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
20 years ago ? yea . looooooong tyme ago .

21. Is no. 4 single?
nope .

22. Say something about no. 3
like to go clubbing . caring . and ouh so short for her age ~x) sorry ismaaaaa

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
hmm . okay laa . both the same height liddat . cute couple .

24. Describe no. 9
irritating . uhm . gile . daaaa

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
dunno . call police uh . heee ~

26. Do you like no. 8?
i love number 8 . AHAHHAHAHAHHHHHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA ! fake !

prank ah ?

2009-06-17T21:57:00.001+08:00

got this one pukimak uh prank me . 93886043 . anybody know who is that ? HAHAHHA ~x)

2009-06-16T03:29:00.003+08:00

Name a friend from A-Z .

A: Ally
B: Boncet
C: Cteeee~
D: Dan
E: Elly
F: Fahrul
G: Gee
H: Hir
I: Ismaa
J: Jordan
K: Kamal
L: Landak
M: Mad
N: Natasha
O: Oh si deknie
P: Pornstar ?
Q: Qusyairi
R: Ronnie
S: Shafiq Salleh
T: Titiya
U: Ungupati
V: Vanekam
W: Wan Donia
X: Xavier
Y: Yunos !
Z: Zul

1. Can E and S be together in a BGR ? [ Elly and Shafiq ]
Whye not ?

2. How is L related to you ? [ Landak ]
friends

3. Does Y know Z ? [ Yunos and Zul ]
They dont .

4. If T betrays you, will you kill him/her ? [ Titiya ]
Ouh Hell yeah !

5. If K steals your girlfren, what will you do ? [ Kamal ]
I buy him prata and ask him to give back my girl .

6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you, what will you do ? [ Boncet ] paisey taw . maen2 je
Run away . As far as i can , as fast as i can .

7. Have you and M get into a fight ? [ Mad ]
yeah. long tyme ago .

8. Who does N have a crush on ? [ Natasha ]
me . i think .

9. If J calls you a bitch, what will you do ? [ jordan ]
I will scold hym a nigga .

10. What's the relationship between you and D ? [ Dan ]
frens .

11. Who does Z like ? [ Zul ]
Dunno ?

12. Who is R's best friend ? [ Ronni ]
he`s a loner .

13. What colour does Y like ? [ Yunos]
Dunt know . tk ingat uh .

14. Where does F live ? [ Fahrul ]
Ubi . Namaku arry . tinggal di ubi .

15. Have you had a crush on S before ? [ Shafiq ]
No . but i wanted to crush hym so many times uh .

16. Do you like G ? [ Gee ]
yea . of course . my kakak yg tersyng yknow .

17. What can you say about A ? [ Ally ]
Cool . Rilek . Funny and damn fighter x)

18. How long have you known X ? [ Xavier ]
since the day i was a sperm .

19. Who is V ? [ Vanekam ]
a indian word i heard my frns say .

20. Is W single ? [ Wan Donia ]
no . whye ? u want him ah ? AHAHHAHA

21. How do you know Q ? [ Qusyairi ]
his a cool skater .

22. Who O's best friend ? [ Oh si deknie ]
Oh si dektu .

2009-06-16T02:07:00.002+08:00

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions? yea . go on . im bored .
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? dunno . think so ~
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? my ... girl ?
5) Do you regret it? uhm , still thinking about regretting ..
6) Have you ever been depressed? ouh yeah ! soo many times sia .
8) Are you a boy or girl? a boy laaaa .
9) What is your relationship status? att ? i think
10) How do you want to die? of old age of course .
11)What did you last eat? Long John Silver`s bby !
12) Played any sports? yeah . soccer !
13) Do you bite your nails ? often . yea .
14) When was your last physical fight? march ?
15) Do you have an attitude? yeah . think soo . thats whye me and my girl`s fighting laaaa .
16) Do you like someone? i love someone .
17) What is your real name? nadhir .
19) Are you gonna get high later? mayb tomorrow . i get high on ciggarates .
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? yeah .
21) Do you miss someone? very much . yeah .
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? twirl ...
23) Do you tan a lot? hahaha . yeaaah .
24) Have any pets? a dog for a brother u mean ? yeah .
25) How exactly are you feeling? confused . depressed . sleepy ?
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? yeah . i do it all the time !aha
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? i think so .
28) Would you take any of your exes back? uhm . i dunno . i guees so ?
29) Are you scared of spiders? nope .
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yeah. i wud go back to 10 april`08
31) Do you regret anything from your past? hell yeah !
32) What are your plans for this weekend? go to aepul`s chalet uh i hope .
33) Do you want to have kids? HAHA . nope . not planning to have one either .
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? HAHAHA . mcm tawu je . yeah !
35) Do you type fast? akshbdjasbhdkashbdkasbdjhasb . see ? damn fast rite .
36) Do you have piercings? dick piercings uh . yeah .
37) Want any more? on my nipples . yeah
38) Can you spell well? AEROPLANE . yea i can .
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? so many ... !
40) What are you craving right now? her love ~
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? so many times sia . omg , it was so fun . anws . wad`s bonfire ?
43) Have you ever been on a horse? nope . but ive ride something before . on a bed uh x)
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? yea . this hot banglaaa ~
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? i guess . im a casanova . wad u expect ?
46) Have you ever been cheated on? hope not.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? uhm , yea . i was chopping onions in front of her .
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? uhm , if they`re hot , whye not ?
50) What should you be doing ? going down and meeting shafiq , wandon and shahir .
51) What’s irritating you right now? my long nails ~
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? ive loved someone somuch it hurt .
53) Does somebody love you? yea . my parents only ~
54) What is your favorite colour ? RED!
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? hell yeah !
57) Do you have trust issues? yeah . once bitten , twice shy ~
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah . i love them more than anything .
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? nope . who thinks about me ? ):
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? shahir . my best bud ~
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? yea . i get cair so easily !
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? hmm . none .
66) Is this year the best year of your life? hell no !
67) What was your child hood nickname? bontot ~
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? ive dreamed of doing that . ahah .
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yeah .
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? whacked the shit outta my bro
73) What is bothering you? my long nails la idiot .
74) Have you ever been out of your province? province ? wad sia ? geography ah ?
75) Do you play the Wii? no .
76) Are you listening to music right now? yeah . my dad doin opera .
77) Do you like Chinese food? chickies rice . uh huh .
78) Do you know your fathers b- day? yea . 27 may . of every year . AHA .
79) Are you afraid of the dark? no , im not like my girlfren k .
80) Is cheating ever okay? in exams , hell yeah it is !
81) Are you mean? to certain ppl i am .
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? cannot . i play soccer till it bcomes black .
84) Do you believe in true love? nope.
88) Do you like the outside? no . i like the inside .
89) Are you currently bored? hell yea. thats whye im doin this stupid shit .
90) Do you wanna get married? yes . i think so .
91) Is it cute when a girl calls you baby? yeah it is .
92) Are you hungry? hungry for love .
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? nope . for one hour strght . (:
94) What makes you happy? my brothers ~
95) Would you change your name? yea . to nadhir ally . to jiwe with hir and fiq ally . ~x)
96) Ever been to Paris? nope . but ive been to Pasir Ris x)
98) Do you watch the news? nope . i used to watch the noose . but now da tkde . damn ,
99) What’ s your zodiac sign? pio ah pio ! scorpio !
100) Do you like Subway? hell yeah . taste just delicious !
101) Wouldit be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? uhm , no . whye shld it ?
103) Do you like your friends? i love my frens .
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? aha . yeah !
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? tk phm :P
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? ferra and this hot girl at LGS .
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? yeah . my girl`s not that stupid to smoke .
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? ferra .
110) Favorite lyrics right now? heratless ~
111) Can you count to one million? no . until 10 ready i cannot . ~(X

WOOOHOOOOO~

2009-06-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

YoYo ppl . went out just now with some tuition frens . last minute sia . tngok movie . -.- . at bugis . AHA ! before that at interchange ter jumpe kocok sia . damn idiotic cuzzin , miss u sia . AHAH . he was with khai p* , aepul skater x) and dunnoe this other guy name uh . yan i think . haha . was`nt in a rush so i slaked with them awhile . after awhile of smokey2 went off . promised to meet them later at night . went lavender , blablabla . watched movie at bugis . night at the museum 2 . they wanted to watch ghosts of girlfriend`s past . but im saving that movie to watch it with her . well , looks like it aint gonna happen ): owwh . it like such a waste sey . we`re already cmming to out 1 year 2 mnths together . haha . wtv lar . u ckp u tkley tahan prangai i ? well , u dint say it . but its obvious . the door`s open for you bby . u just need to walk out of it . i aint stopping ya . i cant break us up . i love u too much for that . but u can . yeah , u said it yourself . u dnt care boud me . haix . okay . its up to you lar . i called you , u dint pick up the phone . i really need someone rite now . haix . mum and dad fight . dad left the house . omg , i really need someone . haix . whye sey ? whye must all the guys be the wall between us uh ? whye cant i have you for myself ? haix . u said u cant stand my prangai ? then i ? i tahan prangai u pe . for 1 year and 2 mnths sia ! and i still wanna tahan ! bcz i love you sia nat . u cannot tahan ? hah . okay . anws , after the movie , went to LGS . smtng happened there ! woohooo . cannot elaborate uh . teehee ~ uhm , after that went tamp back . then called aepul . i thought he live at where , check2 396 . so close to bby`s hse . kocok , khai and the rest all jalan ready . waited for him at a playground under his block there . haha . played at the playground while waiting for him , wahh . like deprived chilhood sia . ~x) huahuahua . then he come down , lepak under bby`s block . he bring his cousin , Dan uh i think . slack2 until ard 10+ then went they went off to northpark to meet khai p* and the rest uh i think . i went off to pondok and met up with shahir . then at hme now . kay ppl . im going.. im goin .. im gone ~

owch ?

2009-06-13T12:19:00.002+08:00

hello . just will give a short post aites . in a short while more going out ready . meeting shahir and off to tuition . this past few days has been hell for me . im confused and in a daze . i just realised . love is like glass , you hold it too tight , it breaks , u hold it too loose , it falls and breaks . anws , ive been lepak-ing uh this past few days . ouhkay je la . kadang2 boring sia lepak . wanna go prp . hmm . ngn nonok ke braders ? braders ah pe lagi . whye eh bby we like this ? i asked you to explain . u dunt want to . olryte . this is how we`ll be yknow . haix . i know wad ure doing yea bby . dnt for a second think im not aware of it . i just dont wanna ask ya . i want u to come and tell me . if u care . this past few days . not even one msg from you . kay fine . maybe im being hard headed too . but hey , we`re in this together . haix . msg me . explain to me . bcz if my heart cant take it any longer , bubye kay . uhm da la people . havent even bath yet sia . okok . tc . anything call me beyybeyyh ! got my phone back siul !

oh , get lost (:

2009-06-09T23:49:00.004+08:00

I heard you`re a heartbreaker , well bby , im a troublemaker x)

fucktard :@

2009-06-08T22:53:00.002+08:00

kay la . wdv . i will give u the time u need . i dun understand la . like wdv la nat . but mind you , if the same thing happens again , like during the december hols time ( oh you know wad i mean ! ) then just see la wad happens . i dunno la . we keep falling nat . but theres this thing that keeps brinings us back up , its our ' love ' i guess . hmmm . giving u sme time off . bcz i need time too . dunno for wad . HAHA . uhm kay la . expecting ure msges by latest tomorrow . HAHAHA . kay la . uhm , wednesday , gonna ton at CCK . not going genting :'( . kay laaaaaa . bye fucktards ~

Hurt ?

2009-06-06T13:09:00.002+08:00

yoyo ppl ! sorry fer not updating this past few days yea . been busy . anws , went to sentosa with bby two days ago . will elaborate about it in the next post and will also upload pics in the next post . now , malas :D HAHA . yesterday , actually today morning uh . sorry wan ngn shafiq . you guys waited for me for 2 hours sia ! AHAHAHAHA . janji aku buat lagi uh k ~(x
and you , why u like this huh ? skit2 baek . skit2 mcm gini . tkper . I`ll give you time off . when u nk , msg i uh kay . (: kay da losers . im off . havet bathed yet :D

today . chickies .

2009-05-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

heylow ppl . just came hme and got ntg better to do . so yea . im blogging . hee . got my report book , came in 14 in class . =.=" . like wth sia . i studied sei . well , last minute studies uh ! but still study wad . hmm . anws , after school , went to tamp mart with afie to but some ciggs . after that met wan then proceeded to pod to slack . was missing bby , but hey you got a new fren rite ? okay . dint even msg me . fine . fren perh ? okay uh . forgotten to say , before buying ciggs , me and afie went to mac`s tamp mart . gy toilet . saw some chicks . afie dared me to wave . and if they responded afie wud give me a few bucks . HAHA ! and after going outta toilet , i waved . btol2 dorang panggil . HAHA . and we talked uh . check2 it was my primary school fren . -.-" . then afie asked uh what they said . i told him that they wanted my number my number . padehal2 . i peng him la so that i can get my two bucks . haha . rabak . i know . but money perh . sape tknk . then after slacking at pod for a few hours , i went hme . got changed and went to lavender for tuition . during tuition . was damn bored . waiting for bby to msg . but she dint . u guys might be wondering whye i dint msg her , hmm . i dint bcoz i scared she wud get irritated . hmm .

anws , after tuition went to the 7-11 nearby . my tuition mates went in . i waited outside . they wanted to cukai barang . it spelled danger , so i dint proceed with them uh . but , of course , i asked them to cukai some chocs for me uh . HAHA ! i was outside the 7-11 uh . then ade mina2 . minarep lavender uh ~x) . they started to talk to me ..

mina : boi , ade plaster ?
me : tkde uh . paiseyh . ( i said that while smiling )
mina : ouhkay . tkpe2 . btw , mate awak mcm taufik batisah nyer mate seh .
me : taufik batisah !? taak la . tak dpt .
mina : *laughs* tak caye suda . awak tinggal mane eh ? tanyer jek tawu
me : tinggal tampines .
mina : ouh saya pn tinggal tampines .
me : serious ? kat daerah mane ?
mina : tak la . saya tinggal kat gombak lah * laughs *
me : * fake laugh *

right after that , my frens also went out of 7-11 . we walked away uh from there , i said my goodbyes to the minas and left with my frens . all the way sia the minas were like shouting and waving . HAHA . mcm pompan palembang plak eh . HAHAHAHAHA . then one of my mates , hakim said this .

hakim : shit . nadhir . so fast can get girl sia . ure force of attraction is so damn powerful .

me : well , im a ladiesman u know .

all of us ; * laughs * laughs * and more * laughs *

hakim said ' force of attraction ' as we were studying something abt attraction during the physics tuition .

suddenly while we were all going hme redi, i realised that i was thirsty . so i asked them to wait then i went back to the 7-11 and got a drink . while walking to the 7 -11 , the minas were like waving and disturbing me uh . mcm menggatal uh . but more of mengarut uh . then i bought the drink and proceeded back to my frens . then i heard one of the minas shouting : ye eleh . ingatka nk mintak nmbr ke ape .

haha . i ignored them . got irritated ready . haha . then went back to tamp . slack awhile . with shahir pipit , syabil and mimi tokio . hmm . then i went hme . kay . done ppl . el nino , signing out now . and bby , wdv la kay . as long as ure happy la yerr .

match . lepak . bby

2009-05-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

hey yo ppl . uhm . today was quite okay la . after school , bby fetched me frm the school bus stop . she suprised me la . she told she was at hme . then check2 kat dpan skola . haiyoo . liar liar panties on fire ! HAHA . well , aniwaes after that we went to eat at banquet with joyah , ferra and shafiq salleh . check bby`s phone . k . wdv . after that went pod with bby . slacked there . then awhile later sent bby hme . she got this damn bad mood swings . guess its bcoz of me . haix . sorry yea hun . u know me rite ? alot of things i saw in bby`s phone . dun wanna elaborate . and to ninz , if ure reading , ure right i guess . after that i went hme to change and got ready to watch geylang united vs sengkang punggol . freda got free tickets . i actually can go in free uh if i wear the training kit . AHA . then at the stadium okay la . the match quite fun . watched it with freda , farhanie , mia , uza , wan , zulapek , mamad and another guy . dunt know he`s name ~x) HAHA ! uhm . i saw my coach also . he just stared at me all the way sia . wah . scary . HAHA . geylang won 2-0 . of course we`ll win . we`re geylang u know . the best team in the world :D after the match , me , wan and uza met shafiq at tamp mart and slack2 awhile . then ard 11+ i went hme . and bby , sorry yea . haix . i got this song for you , enjoy ~

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so,
cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo?
Just remember that you talkin' to me, yo
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end, it's still so lonely

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringin' out a side of me that I dont know
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'?
Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night...

...I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

the sentences in italic pink are the main reasons i give u this song bby
the sentence with italic blue is just the god damn truth that u gotta see with ure own two eyes hunney

ly and pls , for the rest of the lyrics of this song , dunt take it to the heart yea b .

MWAHH

lepak and ciggs !

2009-05-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

hello peeps !! sorry long tyme no update . been busy . school as usual , sucks to the core . my exams ! yeah forgot boud that . i got highest in my class for malay . i passed my soial studies . the rest ? didnt bother to go to school to find out . aha ! anws . aboud today . lpak2 uh as per normal . everyday routine urh . but , wah cbai . today ah , got no ciggarates sia ! huz tak jual ! landak tak jual ! bleh mati beb . tkpe2 . mintak2 uh dari org . HAHA ! me and shahir ask from this fat chinese guy ! and got it . haha ! went hme ard 6 . too tired and hungry ): and yeah . i saw someone just now . . . . now , u cant even look me in the eye yeah ? walking around like u dunt know . i was fucking rite beside you ! i havent seen u in like 3 years ! and u nvr even smiled ! bloody hell ! was pissed off sia . nvm2 . next tyme arh . takecaire jek uh kay . and you , u miss hym ? then go do something to not make u miss him uh ? wad u got me for ? hmm . ive forgot aboud all my ex`s yeah . bcoz of you . thx . i really appreciate it . and uve made me fall in love with ya . but you , you cant forget boud him ? wth sia . i dunno la . u can if u want to . u cant if u dnt want to . wth . whos this H___ uh ? wdv la tasha . my god . ure hiding things again . why ? i thought ure done with all that shit ? haiz . im on the verge og giving up ready bby . pliz dnt make me give up . i told you . jgn smpai i tkley tahan . and i really tenga tahan nie . nat .. whye ? ~)))))));

wandon and bby !

2009-05-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

yoyo peeps ! today study and slack uh ! malam gerek uh sia . me , afai jepon x) and shafiq go study under block 325 . studying like really concentrate like that uh . then suddenly . know what happened ? got this minah walk past . and ALL of us idiots stopped and stare at her like shes was some kindda food liddat . then afai uh . " nadhir , gy kat pmpn tuh mintak kan nmbr " . then i also anything la kanns . i go then ask . the girl give la in the end . then i passed the number to afai . then study like einstein for at least 10 min . HAHA ! my exams , i aim to fail at least 6 uh . the rest , i wanna pass with flying colours . -.- . k da . mepek .

me and bby doin fynne . good . enjoyable larh with her . huahuahua . to wandonia . i really miss ya dude . i miss the times when it was us only . wan and nad ! hahahaha ! good times bro . good times . pls wan ? haha . like gay sia . but seriously . i really need ya by my side bbyboy . HAHAH! kay da . nie mcm gay sangat2 uh . aniwaes . our girls gotta be ohkay first then only kite bleh shiok sendiri like last tyme bro . remember the times when we always smoke on top block ? kekek ! hahah . uve been a good bro to me . yea we had some misunderstandings . now i realise my mistakes and i wanna mintak patch uh . HAHAH! amaciam ? accept i balek tak wan ? HAHA ! kay fake la . im just so sorry bro . i realised my mistakes and yeah forgive me will ya . for god`s sakes im on my knees wandonia . HAHA . ohkay la bro . u takecare . i promise to change olryte ? tc wandonia bin muahammad dini ~x) . long live . and yeah . to all u fucking spammers . spam ah spam ! i know u guys jealous of anak33 . HAAHHAHA . 1...2...3.. kita duduk di pondok kita . kita sume esai punya . eh ah eh ah . tiga tiga ! huahuahua . kay da . fuck u spammers . go and call me la sia . 81780253. call . and if i dunt pick up , CALL AGAIN !

alrite . u win .

2009-04-25T01:29:00.002+08:00

yoyo ppl !~ today waas great . in school , ntg much happened . blablabla . afta school , went hme with bby . sent her hme actually . hmm . dunno la . nowadays like so hard for me to even touch her . miss holding her in my arms . i miss it hun ;( well . forget boud it . after sending her hme , went to pod . slack . smoke . joke ard with each other . HAHA ! kekek uh shahir pipit nie . huahuahua . then went hme . slept awhile . then got up and got ready for tuition . went for tuition . dad fetched me after tuition . went for some light supper with him . reached hme ard 11.30 . thought of going down awile . but was too lazy . so yea . to whoever yg terase : tiada gunaku merayu , mengharapkan kasihmuuuu
yup . its not worth it . nytes cheebyees . (:

school . training . gf .

2009-04-23T23:17:00.008+08:00

heyhey ppl ! well , today was fun actually . hmm . ntg happened in school . not much to elaborate anws . uhm . after school , sent bby hme . dunno wads wrong uh with us . i feel deep down in my heart that we`re losing the love . haix . pliz hun . prove me wrong . love me the way i love u . pliz ? when i reached hme , i asked my maid to pack2 my barang2 bola . lazy to do it . got maid for wad rite ? haha . when i was changing , btol2 freda called . she wanted to slack with me . hmm . wth rite ? its only freda . and she will only talk aboud zul i guess . bby wont mind . she understands . hee . i asked her to wait for me under my block at the staircase . she waited damn long there sia . i purposely made her wait . AHAHAAHA! sorry fredaa , but u asked for it . :P

went to pod with her after that . hmm . slacked there . awhile later, freda wanted to go home . so i accompanied her to the bus stop . while walking , she wanted me to listen her sing . i thought her voice was not gonna be nice . but when she sang , omg . damn nice sia . i was like WOW-ed by her effing nice voice . u got a good voice there freda . go join anugerah . ~X) after i sent her to the bus stop , i went back to pod . and this fahrul mepek sia . he was beside me and we were like smsing each other . mepek ah lu fahrul ! haha . anws , i left for training after that . hmm . quite tough but can la .

this sunday against NFA or wad i heard . die . they damn good . but geylang`s better . i think . teehee ~ after training , this rahim go use my deodorant until left half sia . motherfucker btol . get u next tyme . on the next training . hmm . after that , slacked while with naqib , rahman and husaini . then naqib and husaini fite . ahahaa . rabak2 . at first , they were fooling around . then it got serious and husaini got injured badly i guess . hmm . same club also wanna fite . i keep quiet doent mean im scared of you okay . i thought u guys were playing around . hmm . nehminds .

after that went to pondok . played takraw . haha . just now i suddenly played like khalid(bapak syabil) sia . hmm . then went hme . reached hme quite late . mum nvr scolded or wad . just ignored . so yea . do wad u guys wanna do . ignore me . wdv . i dun give a shit yea . but wad i know is , i dint do it . and everbody thats been telling you guys are lying or ... they`re just making up stories bcoz they hate me . well , wdv it is . im staying truthful to myself . i dint do it . i dint do it . i dint do it . believe me . hmph . kayda ppl . wanna sleep . hmm . JAIHUUUUUUUUU . HAHA ! iman`s one uh . dnt steal . nites . tc ppl . if ure reading hun . just so u know , i love u . oh so very much yea . (:
once again , JJJJJAAAAAIIIIIHHHHUUUUUUUUU

mum and dad

2009-04-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

hey ppl . today was okay i guess . ntg spectacular happened . haix . afta school , bought ciggs with achap . then went to cca . blablabla . after cca , played soccer while waiting for bby . scored dunno like 3 goals ? 2 i think . went hme with bby after that . cant do anything . came hme . and my parents acted like i was a nobody . nvr offered me food . nvr asked if i was hungry or wad . nothing . like i was a complete stranger . u guys dont care ? i have not eaten since morning sia . my stomach was going thru hell . but hey , im nobody rite ? ive jus been feeling weak and cold inside . u guys wanna know whye they`re acting like this to me ? bcoz they believed other what other ppl told them about me . i know those ppl . the fucking neighbours . my own fucking cuzzins . watch out ppl . im fucking tahan-ing this shit okay . when i cant take it no more , i will fucking go crazy . i will go to you guys with my fucking parang and i will let u feel how im feeling now . i will fucking cut u up in pieces . i swear on that . u guys may think im 'mcm paham' or wad . just wait and see . keep reading the newspapers . never know , one of this days my face will appear . the headline , " boy , 15 , goes crazy with a parang and cuts more than 15 ppl " . watch it ppl . just wait for it . it will come . i swear on everything i have on that . peace fuckers .

me . bby . and other things . read on .

2009-04-21T22:57:00.002+08:00

yooyoo ppl . well , today and yesterday was okay . uh . shaikh kene pukul ngn budak 121 . sedihh boi .
hah . yesterday slacked until ard 5++ ehh ? aniways , went hme after that . i dun need to tell u guys what i do at hme olryte . i will only sleep , eat , use comp or play with my brother when im at hme . so its quite a bore to tell u guys what i do at hme .

hmm . today , ntg much happened at school uh . alot uh nahar talk . half an hour sia he talk2 to me . wah . but it was not a waste of tyme . it was an eye-opener , seriously . yeah . now im like seriously into studying .hah . im new to studying frequently .last tyme , only when exam uh i will study . now its like totally diff . ahahah !

bby and me doing olryte i guess . hmm . im not important ? okay2 . i dun wanna talk too much about bby yea . but we`re doing okay la . thats good . hmm . okok . da la ppl . ntg much to write about . nites . tc . and one more thing uh . now to me , frends are important sia . serious2 . when im down or wad and go to school , there will always be those guys in my class to cheer me up . lan with his stupid jokes . achap with his funny expressions and step bodo nye perangai . afiq with his irritating-ness and amir with his stupid-ness . haha . an not forgetting deena and deeyaaanaa . hmm . thx for being good listeners yea . love u all . HAHAHA! kaykay . once again , nites .

today

2009-04-19T23:23:00.003+08:00

yoyo ppl ~ well , today was okay . went to pasir ris for madrasah . hmm . wanted to meet bby after madrasah , but she dint want . dunnoe whye . she wanted to go out with her cuzzins . wdv . i slacked with one guy with the same name as me . haha ! nadhir also . but his name is spelled ' NEDEER' . kay lame shit . after awhile , i left . then as i was otw home , shahir pipit called and asked me if i wanna go tamp 1 with the teck whyes , mad , him and uzay . as i didnt have anithing on , i tagged along uh . hmm . went to mad`s hse first . slack2 . smoke2 . waited for pipit and uzay to come . cb sia . come so late .

then headed to tamp 1 . me and uzay go first . dunnoe la . temankan uzay go to his makcik`s hse first to send dunno wad also . then we walked to tamp 1 . walao ehh . so many chicks sia . while walking oredi sooo many chicks . walao . but i nvr see . i step blind only when i see chicks . im att wad :D
ahahah . dunno wad`s wrong with bby . i see we`re drifting further and further apart. u like that dont you ? hmm . dun worry . i`ll fix it smehow yeah . i always do . muahahah . then walk2 somemore . then met the rest at century square first b4 going tamp 1 . then we all saw this one girl . ina or wad . she was the pondok`s 'pelacor' last tyme . now , i hope shes changed . hmm .

then walk into this shop , messy or wad uh the name . wah cb . the clothes there . SO TEMPTING SIA ! like wanna take and run . dun worry . ive picked this one shirt . im gonna buy it asap . its pink and white . nice shit . hahah . then went ard somemore . the rest wanted to look ard for chicks . well , my eyes were sharp . there were chicks everywhere i looked . budak keCHICKS and makCHICKS of course . haha . i saw a few pretty ones . some smiled at me ya know ! hahaha . but i tahan la . im att and lovin it baybeyyh . and oh yeah . pok gi tindek idung . LAGI macam bapok . ahaha . sorry but its true bil .

after while , got bored . so we all proceed go tp . sat down . slack2 . smoke2 . shake2 . kacau2 bangla and some chicks . -.- . everything we do uh , cnfrm got smtng to do with chicks . effing irritating sia . haix . then ard 8 + like that went hme . i wanted to go hme first . then the rest also nak jalan . so we jalan2 together uh .

hmm . bbyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . whats up with us sei ? whye we like this uh ? hmm . i guess something`s wrong . with both of us . tomorrow . we gonna talk it out oryte . we GOTTA talk it out . hmm .
okay ppl . thats all . need to chao . well, thats how i spent my sunday yea . tc . nites .

fuck today

2009-04-17T23:44:00.003+08:00

fuck today . fuck . today is supposed to be one of the best days of my life . that was what i tought . well , i thought wrong . hmm. like wtf rite ? over a stupid thing we fite . and now what ? u block me frm ure blog . hmph . niwaes , today was wandonia`s birthday . happy birthday bro . present lu nnti2 uh bile gua ade duit . haa ! . his gerl was sweet . she bought for him , i dunno wad la . wish my gerl was liddat . hmm . but well , shes not . seriously . i gotta admit . imah is really swit . so much uh for my one year . well , its no big deal . there`s always next year . haix . if there is uh . ure acting weird . ure acting like everything ure not . or are u really like that ? haix . dunnoe la nat .

this past few days have been fucking cbai sia . like i think god hate me sia . serious2 . me and bby non-stop action pack fighting . me and my parents also like mission impossible like that , always fighting . dunno why uh . i was thinking boud running away on wednesday but takde org ton . then yesterday wanted to run away also but remembered that today is my one year . haix . motherfucker sia . bby , u love me rite ? u do . i guess . but ure not ready to commit . ure not ready to make sacrifices . monday . we`ll have a talk . if the talk does`nt work out then ... yea . u geddit .

hmm . other than fighting with the people i love , training for geylang is damn tough sia . haha . nvm . i can cope . i hope . wanna concentrate on soccer . my mind is always thinking boud bby sia . about tasha . dunno wad to do . even when i kick the ball . i`ll say bby`s name silently and suprisingly , the ball wud go into the net . three times i said bby`s name . three times it went in . hah . well , i dunno la .

da ppl . wanna sleep uh . heart pain . leg pain . hand pain . chest and stomach pain . haix . but the most painful of all is of course , my heart . my leg , hand , chest and stomach can all heal . but can my heart be healed ? can it bby ? u fix it yea . ure the only doctor that can fix my broken heart hunney . put it back into one piece . make me feel happy like i was, back when i dint need to wear underwear as a baby . pliz hunney ?

okay . nites ppl . thx for wasting ure time on my blog yea . alermak . si shahir pipit nie da start swit2 plak kat block depan . mcm burung pipit btol uh si deknie . hmm . buat bodo uh ! ahahah !

one year

2009-04-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

one year ? hah . yea bby . happy one year . i dunnoe whye . im not feeling happy . the dream nat ... the dream . my mind`s racing . i dun wanna jump to conclussions . but i know her too damn well . haix . so bby , this is how its gonna be huh ? haix . painful . but yea . ure happy . thats important . how long we are together does not matter if we`re not happy . ure hiding things from me bby . things i SHOULD know . how wud u feel if i were to do that ? sad rite ? wont trust me rite ? same how im feeling . ive had a bad day . u dint bother to ask . how does that make me feel ? better ? haix . u acting like last tyme . during the december hols . when u dint layan me for like 1-2 mnths . i dun wan that to happen again . u promised . but if this dream u had is affecting u , hmm . do smtng about it . haix . ure life yea . im just apart of it . hmm . wait wait . am i nat ? am i apart of it ? haix . dunno nat . i just cant think properly nat . hmm . the only highlight of today was that i scored goals . . haix . tomorrow ? we`ll see . if ure reading happy one year yea . hmm . just be happy .

shitto

2009-04-16T16:04:00.002+08:00

jus fin reading bby`s blog . i dunnoe wad to say . im speechless now . i was effing angry at how bby treated me this past few days . like im nothing . like she always gives me this fucked up face . i was fucking pissed off . i came home only and started shouting at my maid and everybodyelse at home . i was seriously a mad mad on loose . haix . then when i read bby`s blog , all that anger vanished . disappeared . just like that . instead i felt cold , very cold and weak , very weak inside of me . just felt like .. dunno ? bursting up in tears . haix . dunno . expressionless i guess . but i dint do nothing bby girl . u wanted us to be like this . yupyup . if u dint want us to , u can change . i mean , could . (:
nvm . i will wait for a few days . if i can still tahan , i wait some more . if not , then i really have to think . if u have feelings for another guy , then whye we`re still here right ? together ? haix . i dunno nat . im just guessing all this . i dunno if its true . but im getting all the vibes that its true . i hope im wrong . i love u la nat . all the sacrifices i made , all that for wad ? for who ? u rite . u still dont see uh? u go see uh tomorrow . in ure class . hmms . karma bby . its bad shit mayn . one day, wdv u did to me , will happen to you . it will kick ure ass like a ton of bricks . im not praying for that to happen . i dunt want it to happen . too much for u to handle . . im just wandering whye cant i be happy . takper. u wud`nt wanna hear me aniwaes .monday u wanna meet syamil ? then me ? out one year outing ? u forgot ? guess soo . haix . nvm .

i will love u no matter wad hun .
im just writing wad im feeling now .
sorry sorry sorry

so yesterday

2009-04-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

YOYO PPL ~ kay . since the last time i blogged , things have been quite okay . happy with bby . hope we`ll always be happy yea . hmm . ntg much has happened . during school hours , its a bore but i learned well . hah . suddenly my mind like spongebob squarepants like that sia . can absorb so many things . haha .

ntg much to write about .haix . just now , temankan bby go library all that . then send her home . after sending her home , saw her neighbour . this one fat guy uh . he`s okay . there was this one guy sitting beside him , i remembered him . he was a guy that wanted to find fault with me once . i ignored him that time . but just now , i seriously cannot take it sia when saw his face . like wanna whack only . i was alone . he was with another 4-5 guys . but so wad ? just wanted to shame him in front of all his friends . but i didnt . i light up my cigg and walked towards them . my last stick sia ! hmm . then i walk in front of them uh . i just stared at the idiot who wanted to find fault with me and started my fanatic-ness . HAHA ! okay . sounds soo matrep . hmm . then suddenly . the fat neighbour of tasha said , " dok , ade rokok ? " then i said , " tinggal nie jek urh " , i wanted to walk away but coulnt . dunnow whye . felt pity for them. i let them smoke each 3 puffs . while they were smoking , shahir pipit called .
pipit : Pok! amaciam ? kaw kat mane ?
me: baek . kat bawah blok mataey aku . asl ?
pipit: jmper aku uh , aku ade suprise untuk kaw .
me: okok . kat ner ?
pipit: pod ! bye !
TOOOOOOOOOT~
that idiot nvr wait for me to say anithink and just letak .i took back my ciggarate . and they were all like , thanks eh . i said okok . and fucked off outta there . and met pipit , at POD . hmm . guess wads the suprise ? he got one stick and wanted to rolling with me . like wtf . call me like got big suprise like that . check2 sebat rkk jek . haiyoo . kekek uh lu bro . HAHA . then slack some more until ard 8.? 8.30 ? then went hme . mum and nonok da bising marh . so go home . see , a good son and an even better boifren . you guys can achieve that ? naahhh . dnt think so . HAHA . hmm . i noticed a change in myself . i just cant bring back the old fanatic elnino . i tried to just now , but i just cant . now, like i think twice sia before doing anithink fanatic . scared ? hell no . dnt think so . mayb i matured or wad ? hahh . seriously . last tyme , klau nk fanatic , fanatic jek . klau nak gado , gado jek . last tyme like everything ksiao uh . now , like everything`s completely changed . wow . i thought i was holding back the old fanatic me . but i was not holding it back , there was never a fanatic me . it was just me last tyme . its not fanatic or wad . thats just the way i walk . thats just the way i handled things . thru fites . i was brought up from small liddat . u ppl try telling my dad uh thats hes fanatic . see wad u get in return . from a kid . i was thought never to lose . i was thought how to be tough . blablabla . but now , its completely changed . everything sia . hmms . kay enuf said . wanna sleep yea . hmm . k bye ppl . thanks for wasting a moment of ure life reading my blog . ~(:

HAHA !

2009-04-12T23:44:00.003+08:00

Yoyo ppls ~ sorry for not posting lately . been busy . with stuffs . with her . hahaha . i know u guys miss me rite ? well , this week was fyyne i guess . cant really remember wad has happened . but i remember a couple of things . like , i got picked for the japan trip bcoz i did quite well for my exams ! wooohooo ~ japan oh japan . wait for me . el nino will be coming soon . haha ! THE CHICKS IN JAPAN . thats my aim . sorry bby . just wanna make frens . heehh . KACHING . hmms . im doing pretty well in my studies . i was`nt the only one noticing it ya know . mr nahar and other teachers also have noticed it . yupyup . with my parents and bby`s guidance , i can get thru anithink yea . hmm . me and bby`s doing well . haha ! last friday , 3rd april . i sent bby all the way to bukit gombak there u know . heh . i sent her bcoz i dint want her to get lonely in the train . see how good a boifren am i . hehh !

A few days ago , went to uncle matt`s office . planned to bring bby along . but she cancelled at the last moment . hmm . uncle matt was damn pissed off . i had told him that bby wud b coming . he even bought extra food for her . haha . tkpe2. theres always next tyme . end up , i kene cekik bby`s portion of the food . walao eh . nbcb . full like nabil`s stomach sia ! he talked alot too . we talked about my dad . about his gangster life . about his personal life . everything . haix . i miss him redi liao ! nehmindds . next week uh uncle matt . we meet again . his wife is expecting . and hopefully its a boy . haah . matt junior . sure gonna be a strong little bby . hmm . went hme ard 10 liddat . he gave me ard $10 for taxi money . it was late and he dint want me to go home by bus . in the end . i took the bus and saved the 10 bucks he gave me ! ahahaha ! me and bby`s one year coming up . i know just the thing . on the day , i will put my bed nicely . on the air-con in my room . wait for it to get cold , then invite bby over to my house . haha ! when bby comes , i will invite her to my room . and after that , no need to elaborate la ! korang phm2 jek uh ! lepas tuh , elnino junior plak kwa ! haha . 9 mnths later ! jeng jeng jeng ! k da . mepek .

haha . and yeah . i went for a geylang trial and i got in sei ! geylang under-16 . COE ? i think . ahah . need to cut down the 'bad' habbit . geylang the fitness training rabak siol ! ahaha . niwaes , tomorrow schooling . and it`s gettin late . nites idiots reading my blog ! and bby , if ure reading , ure not an idiot . heh . ~(:

today oh today

2009-04-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

Today was fun . my school had sports day today . it was held at the bedok stadium . haha . bby ran . she came in third . i also ran . boys senior 800 metres . i came in first . ahaha ! impressive huh ? KACHING . kay fake . =.=" . anws , after that , went to tamp mall with bby , rafiqah ? or wdv her name is and one of her chinese fren . met syamil there . and blablabla . at every turn , this syamil wud go . " awwwh . hot guys . HOT GUYS ! " . she is the worst jakon of all the jakon people sia ! ahaha ! seriously . i was fucked up about it . one thing bcoz it was irritating . and bcoz she also exclaimed to bby abt it . and bby also wud look . like how can rite ? im rite beside u and u can do that . and even at one point . bby said . "alamak , nadhir ade uh ." it really my stomach twitch and just felt like unleashing all my anger at someone . was waiting . but there were no mat reps or ah bengs ard to let me vent out my anger on them . so yea . just kept quiet . walked alone . like how cud u say that nat ? like .. haiya . dnt wanna say anithink . i smtimes just wish i cud just tell you how im feeling . but u wnt understand . like im still thinking . how can u say that rite ? " alamak , nadhir ade uh " . i will nvr forget how u said it . i will nvr forget that sentence kay . its like u dint even appreciate my company or wad . its lyke u hated me for being there with u . it saddens me everytime i think about what happened just now and what u said . its like ... haix . nvm . and u syamil . i just hate it everytime ure out with me and tasha . like .. u must understand uh sia that now shes att . like i dunno uh . just fucked up abt everything uh . then we proceeded back to 33 . bby brought that syamil home . i slacked a while . then went home . i had tuition . as i was packing my bag . i found bby`s underpants in my bag . oh , how disgusting and yet horny i began to feel . AHAHAHA . then called bby . went over to her hse . haha ! gave her back the underpants and she invited me in . i went into her room . as expected , syamil was there . haha ! then bby sat on my lap while we watch syamil play the comp . ha ha . me and bby then did some stuffs . ahah . private stuffs . that only me and bby knows wad . correct not bby ? KACHING . after that i proceeded to my tuition . walao . end so late . afta tuition went hme . and just now , somebody called . i was suprised to hear ure voice again afta so long . i jst could`nt believe my ears when u told me who u were . the person is X k . she called me after so long of not cntcting . i dint know it was her . we started talking for awhile . about the past . our past . then it hit me like a ton of bricks ! its not the same how i talk to bby . this X person , kept on dwelling about the past . i guess shes still living the dark shadows of her past . yea it was fun remembering the past . but my heart is only for one girl . i dun not wanna be with anybodyelse except this special girl , my bby , my one and only tasha . forget boud us . forget boud me like how ive forgotten boud u kay X . yes , u were once special in my life . but now , theres a new girl in town . her name is nurul natasha . my eyes only for her . my smile only for her . my breathe only for her . i love her . face it . im her`s . shes mine . and people ! SYAMIL IS A GIRL OKAY ! NOT A GUY ! nites to cheebyes reading my blog ~

today

2009-03-31T22:29:00.003+08:00

Well , today ntg much happened today . slept yestd ard 2.30 in the morn .
i woke up at 5.30 . fucking 3 hours of sleep only . like , PFFFFFT ~
anws , school went as per normal . ntg much happened . nabil la nie .
mcm paham uh bobal . but not my problem . so dun wanna say anithink .

Afta school went to 3e4 about this nabil thingy . just watched .
nabil fought with his fellow nigga , ghanesh ( gulshan ) .
i can safely say that nabil lost . haha . i thought it was gonna be
an exhilirating match between the two biggest and fattest boys
in the whole of sec 3 . but , i was wrong . in the end , it was
actually a fucking funny match . nabil lost , suprisingly .
i thought he was fat and strong . but i was wrong , again ,
he was just full of fat . no strenght . not much of it anyway .

Afta that , went home with bby . sent her home .
haha . she uh nie . dun wanna send me home .
BASTERO~
went to slack for a while with 33 . and ade bdak
siglap nie sat2 uh kat tempat kita . HAHAH!
takpe . eh budak siglap , lu jgn mcm2 eh .
lu baru pindah sini da buat hal mcm nie tempat
bapak lu . lu tinggal atas gua jek eh . that time gua
kasih lu lepas psl lu ngn nenek lu uh . klau tk ,
tk tawu ape mau jadi . lu terima kasih bnyk2 ngn
nenek lu arh . nampak lu kat luar , cnfrm kene nyer .
lepas da kene . gua nnti ckp "Welcome to our hood"
cheychey mcm nigga shit plak nie elnino .
muahahahaha . im joking yea siglap boi .
but you`re seriously getting on me and hir ally`s nerves .
just takecaire .

to bby

dun worry la . i understand kay how ure feeling .
just jgn sampai i tkley tahan , pliz?
remember nat . i will always love u no matter wad .
no matter wad ' perangai' u tunjok i , i tak akan
give up kay . i wont give up easily . i`ll fight for my love.
HAHA ! serious ! and bby , im not faking the love i have
for you . its all true hunney . 10000000000....%
hahaha . i love u la nat . remember wad i wud always say
after we just fin argueing ? i wud say .
Day or Night , Rain or Shine , I Will Always Love You
it doesnt rhyme . but so wad . i mean it .
from the bottom of my butt , to the top of my heart ,
I LOVE YOU NURUL NATASHA BINTE MUHD. YUNOS
HAHAHAHA!

my girl ~

2009-03-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

yoyo peeps ~ its a long time since i blogged yea . alotta things happened between this tyme that i have not blogged . i`ll just summarize it up for ya`ll . got into fites after fites with chinese people in my school . some just wanna make problem . some for the fun of it ? well , i got a swelling on my head for the fites . but of course , the chinese guy also got a huge swelling from me . now it`s all okay yea . no more fites , i hope . me and bby are doing quite well i guess . i hope it stays this way for at least another few years . HAHA ! ( and to that ' badan not kecik ' guy , i dun lyke it when ure cntcting my girl yea . i dun lyke it that uve been asking her to go out all this shit . i just dun lyke it . u gotta understand mayn , shes attached . u can only make frens with ' attached ' girls , not asking them out . hah . if bcoz of u me and bby fite or sumthink , u better watch ure back when ure outside . im not the kindda boi that bole tahan nie sumer uh . i got an anger management thingy yea . if i loose my cool , u better pray hard u dunt see me . bcoz after meeting me , u will be on ure way to the nearest hospital . once again , takecaire boy . keep on doing what ure doing and i will be doing sumthink that i will regret , to you . ) studies are okay . ntg much . i miss this one brother of mine . haiyoyo . wandon . that idiot . hahaha ! serious shit sia . miss those times we had when there was just me and him . not anithink gay about it though , its just that i effing miss it . whenever i think of all those times, i will just keep quiet and do my own stuff . even gee sume prasan sia . haix . nvm , now ure att . and im also att . i understand la we cannot be close like last time . haha ! mcm feeling plak elnino bobal . -.-" . haha .

and bbygirl
prove me wrong
show me that u mean it
when u say those three words

lemme feel high
lemme feel outta this world
lemme me feel like im being loved
lemme feel like im yours and only yours

pliz ?

ps : i love u

my boo

2009-03-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

today was okay . ntg much happened . me and bby da okay . yesterday met her at town and blablabla . haha ! okay . here`s something for bby !

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

It's like remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew
You were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

love life ~

2009-03-21T01:31:00.004+08:00

heart broken . not in the mood for anithink . why bby is behaving like this also i dunno . hm .

dont u miss me like how i miss u girl ?

dont u think of me like how i think boud u ?

dont u love me the way i love u ?

dont u care for me the way i care for u ?

like wad i do smpai u mcm gini b ?

questions flooding my head . whye am i being treated like this ?
do i deserve it ? am i thaaat bad a guy ?
i give u the best love and care , this wad i get ?
do you even remember me nat ?
haix .
i miss u so damn much .
do u miss me nat ?
i love u so damn much .
do u love me nat ?

i know mayb to you , this are like stupid ques .
but to me , this are important ques yea .
hmm . u say u love me . yea i trusted u .
then u buat gini asl .
like all the trust i once had ,
is now all gone.
nvm . i hope i will trust u again one day .
haix .
da uh .
saket aty and mau TRY tido yea peeps.
hmm . nites cheyybyes that reading my blog.

no one understands yea

2009-03-18T15:39:00.002+08:00

Haix. today sucked . firstly , last night , me and him fought again . bertumbok siak . cbai . haix . then i got no mood uh . terbawak2 sampai skrng . then bby , die ckp nak jumpe niari , end up die tkley/tknk psl faeizah tkde ? haix . bby , yea i know u love me . but ure to shy to prove it i guess . tapi i tkley take it bile u put ure frens in front of me . if syazwan and u were drowning , and i can only save one , i wud of course save u . but u ? if i and one my ure close frens were drowning who wud u save ? none ? me ? ure fren ? . Haix . bby , and now u buat i mcm gini ? psl i nak ton ngn my cuzzin ? haix . then who can i be with b ? my brade2 sume tkley harap . i nak drg cheer i up pon tkley . i nak jumpe u , untuk cheer kan i up pon u tknk . haix . so whos there left ? family rite ? u takut i nak minum ? haix . ive changed . anws , im sorry . but yea . haix . then when u and imah da start close balik , ape nak jadi ngn i ? the problem is bby , u pentingkan kwn u tapi drg tk penting kan u . haix . i pentingkan u nat . tapi u fail to see it . tkpe . mayb one day you'll see . haix . im going to ton . dunno wads gonna happen . wdv it is . if ure reading this . takecare okay bby . and i will love u no matter wad okay .

11 mnths with the only girl i wanna be with ~

2009-03-17T22:25:00.006+08:00

Today was fucking awesome sia . kay , woke up ard 11 . slack in my bed until ard 12.30 then got up to take my shower . after that , got changed to slack yea . met anak33 at blk 304 , some a few sticks . after awhile it got hot and so we proceeded to POD . the rest planned to go to tamp mall , dunnoe also for wad . haha . i wanted to follow but i just miss bby too much , so i waited for her camp to finish .
half an hour before it finished , i left tampines to go to simei . as i was a bout to leave , shaikh wanted to tag along bcoz he wanted to check out the chicks in simei . bodo , padehal die tinggal kat simei -.-
anws , upon reaching simei , east point , me and shaikh went in to KFC . we slack there while waiting for bby . got some chicks there uh . shaikh try to smile2 at them . then i also la . u know me rite ppl ? ;) haha ! check2 they knew my girl ! and that i was attached ! hahahaha ! dun care la . i really love only one girl yea . *KACHING* . haha . a short while later bby arrived with imah and jillian . farked outta KFC and headed for Long John Silver . then bby sume makan uh . me and shaikh just stared like hungry pigs . bby saw and offered me some . HAHA!! ape lagi ? rezeki dtg tak bleh tolak . huahuahua . the other two girls left for hme a while later and left with me , bby and shaikh only ! see that brother of mine ? ikut mcm anjing . haha ! but im happy yea . jiwe mesti ada , hidop mati anak33 . thats our saying but my brothers have not been showing any jiwer for awhile now . so im happy to see shaikh jiwe like that . anws , then me and shaikh hantar bby alek . then went to tamp mart nye lobang to get marlboro reds . then went to tampines park . which was fucking long way from tamp mart . then after slack2 , smoke shisha(in a bottle) , do some tecktonik and smoking , me and shaikh left for home . now im at hme . haha . today is 170309 . today is me and bby`s 11 mnths . hee ~

this for u bby girl !

Happy 11 mnths bbygirl . hee . this 11 mnths have been extraordinary with ya . theres no other girl i wanna be with rite now except you hun . even though at night , thinking boud you can bright up the night sky . thinking boud ure smile , ure laugh , ure stupid jokes boud my `twirl` , boud my sala cukor kening -.- . haha . everything yea syg . haix . eleven months ago , if someone had told me that i wud be in a relationship with nurul natasha from 2e4 , i wud say, "fuck off , who is that girl aniwaes ? Is she hot or something ? " haha . its true yea . But i remebered yea the first time we actually talked . i was standing at the bus stop with wandon , then i asked u if u had some ciggs , u said no . then u did something i never expected ! u asked for my number ! haha ! well , wad else ? i gave u mine . and from then on we started contacting . from contacting , we started to have a liking for each other after that , we fell in love with each other . memories are great bby . i wish i could rewind back to all those great times we had in Palembang all that . but its only in memories , it cant come back . haix . i realised a few months ago that my life would me meaningless without you . it wud be colourless . you put colour in my life yea . without you i wud`nt know the meaning of life . haix . u changed me yea b . i love you soo much for that , for everything yea . and once again thx for the best 11 mnths of my entire 14+ year old life and happy 11 mnths together . may nadtasha last long . no no . wait wait . i dunt want 'long' . i want , forever . (:

today rules yaw

2009-03-15T21:59:00.005+08:00

woke up ard 10 in the morning today . guess who woke me up ? my little bro , Muhammad . the future boss of anak 33 ! cheyy . mcm paham . woke up , took a long shower and got ready for abg maman`s birthday party . my family reached there suprisingly on time ! haha . anws , the whole party was great . played with my little cuzzies . the ard 2 hours after it started , iffuat left to go for his fren`s gig . that idiot ! hahah ! after a while, me and kak titi went to the staircase for a few ciggs . while at the staircase , we heard shouting . the was a big commotion going on . my two uncles were fighting ! cbai sia ! lagi2 its abg maman nyer bdae . haix . my father came and stopped the fight . he hold both of them by their collars and brought them inside the hse . damn strong sia my father . OT marh ! then they got a fucking lecture frm my father . i dunno the cause of the fight . but the fight was effing awesome . hahaha ! sundal nye anak sedare eh aku nie . MUAHAHAHA ! after the party my cuzzin asked me to spend the night at his place but i was too lazy so i lanchao him saying i got school . anws , wednesday tonning at YEWTEE . haha ! iffuat say ade minom , nie part tk favourite uh . when the drink mayb i go jalan2 or wad uh . u know like the saying , once biten , twice shy ? yea . something liddat . after the party , went hme . da alek , trn jap . gy jogging then went to fitness with shahir pipit . after that went hme . well , the climax for today was when i read bby`s blog ! soo wit sia . so the melting when i read her blog ! HERE`S SOMETHING FOR U BBY GIRL :

wow . nat , two more days from now is gonna be our 11 mnths . so happy sei . nvr really thought we could last this long with all those fights . with all those stupid things u and i did . haix . anws , ure kiss and ure smile are just magical ! hermm . every time we touch , i get this awesome feeling . like there`s an electric vibe running through my body . excitement maybe . but it really is , love . i really love u yea nat . ure the only girl in my eyes , in my mind . i wud not have any other girl in the world except u . u showed me wad love is . u showed me everything yea hun . u rock my world bbygirl . in love there should be sacrifices . we`ve made alot of sacrifices to get here . lets not waste any of that . i wanna cherish every moment with ya ! NURUL NATASHA binte MUHD YUNOS is loved by EL NINO NADHIR . I truly deeply extremely love you bby .
(:

BORRIIINNG

2009-03-14T23:02:00.004+08:00

Yoyo people ! well , ntg much happened today . pagi2 da kene kejot mcm binatang ! HAHAHA! got this stupid madrasah . shit . madrasah starts at 9 . i reached close to 10 . yan and rafi waited for me . gooood dogs.. HAHAHA. really ! they waited for me like close to 45 mins sia . aniwaes . madrasah ended ard 12 . some boring shit the uztazah was teaching . after that went hme straight . thought of meeting mad , but he was out with family . at home , fought with those two idiots i call 'parents' . I dint wanna go tuition . exam sume da abis . and lagi pon bby cabot her madrasah , i wanna mit her . then my parents say cannot . cbai toll . hmph . wanted to cabot umah lagi . then remembered wad happened the last tyme i ran away . ... well , i dunt wanna go running away animore . too much trouble . hmm . before going to tuition jmpe bby jap . kat library . beli bubble tea , then i farked off to tuition. tuition sarted at 3 . i reached at ard 3.40 . its suppose to end at 4.30 . but i left the fucking tuition center ard 8.30 sia ! the teacher made me stay back bcoz he dint like me ! i think ! after that , alek tamp then jumpe mimin jap . slack awhile then went to my cuzzin hse . haha. funny sia while lepak with mimin . kacau2 mina . hahaha ! then now im here in my cuzzins hse , just fin watching the manu-liverpool match . manu lost 1-4 . cbai rite . i come all the way to my cuzzins hse sia to watch . the least they cud do was draw with liverpool ! hmph . kay da . shld be going off now . food`s calling me . weee ~

Start of Something New [?]

2009-03-14T01:06:00.001+08:00

yoyo ! wassup my peeps . El Nino here yea . i just created a blog . yes , i know its like too late ? hah . well , its never too late to do anithink rite ? so yea . ask my kawan uh to do for me this blog . damn lazy la want to do . ask my girl suro buat , die LAGI malas . so yea , i ask my fren to do uh . my fren kan , i know she 24/7 never lazy one sia . she very the ketot la . her name is ..... SOFIA BOND . haha . thx sooo much bondyku ! huahuahua .

Anws , today was okay la . At school , ntg much happened . Actually got uh . Got problem with this one TJR boi uh . Butbut , this is not the place to talk about it . Hmm. Oh yeah , its ghanesh`s[gulshan] birthday today , after school we sabo him ! Hohoo ~ kesian that black indian mother fucker . HaHA . Pity him abit uh , we threw water bombs at him . HAHA ! Guess where we got the water ? You would`nt have gueesed it ! The bloody longkang ! HAHA! Then they go buy for him cake , $26 peyh cake . BODO ! They use that cake to sabo that indian . Haiyoyo. Stupid la deyh ! Cake mahal2 , pakai untuk sabo . HaHA . Anws , me and bby left the sabo-ing early . Bby wanted to go home . I , being the very caring and loving boifren sent her home uh . =D Then while walking we terserempak ngn si PALAT . Haha . The palat is solehah taw . Haha . Then that palat wanted to go to bby peyh umah . Fuck tol . Bby ade satu problem urh . When she with her fren rite . She always forgets that i am there ! Thats the last thing a caring and loving boifren wud expect from his baby . HAHA. So , for the whole journey from Changkat Changi to Tampines blk 391 kan , all bby could do was layan that palat uh . Most of the time i will be behind them , mcm budak bodo gtuk . PFFT ~ Very the butt breaking sia . hmph ~ After sending bby and that palat to bby`s hse , i slack a while uh . So long since i last slacked with 33 . Miss them truckloads sia. Hmm. I dunnoe whye uh . But im not happy with this one 'BROTHER ' of mine . Brother from sec 1 uh katerkan . Aku naekkan kaw , kaw buat aku gni mcm ? [ pala buto , lu nak dkat kene potong , sume brother2 lu tk mau tolong lu , sape sia yg tolong kaw at last ? aku sanggup siak that time kene potong demi kaw sia wan . Gini mcm kaw balas aku balik pe ? takecare jek uh kaw]
Aniwaes , fuck that guy . I dunt believe in brotherhood animore . Now , first priority , studies ! Second , family ! Third , bby ! Forth ? NOTHING . I only have 3 priorities in my life . Sume mat2 kat luar , yg pentingkan brother lebih dari nonok , ni aku nyer advise . Brade2 ade bnyk , mataey satu jek . Lebih baek hilang brade dari mataey . Brade sume sementare . Aku da kene . Aku da experience . kay . Then after lepak ngn ANAK33 gi tunggu for bby uh . Peyh la lambat die turon , my nenek da bleh beranak 10 siak by the time she come down ! HAHA . Anws walk2 ard Tmart with bby , sent that palatmenyebokboncet hme . Then rite , bby did the most extraordinary thing ever ! Instead of me sending bby hme , bby plak send me to the bus stop . At times bby boleh jadi butt-breaking but other times , bby`s my superwoman yea . Bus came . Kissed bby goodbye . SHIT! Dint get to slap her tight butt ! HPHM ! Nehminds tomorrow or wad uh . After that ntg much happened . Got scolded in the bus by an apek . Went to tuition straight and came hme straight . HEE ~ [ miss u 33s ): ]

2009-03-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

Alo ! testing, testing .
Nadhir's first time blogging ~

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
:D